S-uperlicious. ♥

NOTES. BOOKS.

2012-02-10T16:45:00.003+08:00

Exams are coming . ):

Why the hell am I doing in front of my laptop ?
I'm supposed to be study .
Get working ! Don't be a slacker !
GPA 4.0 ! GO GO GO ~
HAHA, I doubt that's possible.

BCOMM confirm :/
For the rest of the projects, like what one person likes to say it's all very cui and disorganise.
Not that I want to say you. Whenever, I heard that I feel asdfghjkl !

Nevermind, need to learn to forgive and forget.
However, you don't apologize . How to forgive ? Then it's not possible to forget right ?
Yes, I'm right .

Tan Hui Juan ! You need to stop slacking !

Going to post more after exam .

Bye bye ! Wish me luck for my exams ! (:

HELLO. WHO. ARE. YOU. OVER. THERE. ?.

2012-01-17T19:28:00.003+08:00

Hello.

Long long long long time didn't visit my own blog.
I'm sorry for leaving my blog to rot. ):

I realised that I post whenever I feel sad/angry/bored.
I don't really post happy stuffs.
Oh well, I'll try my best ! (:

However, I'm going to post something that's not very happy.
I'm rushing all my projects now. ):
I feel really stress. Other than that, there's some problems.
So... I don't know how to describe in words. ):

Talk about it some other time .

Long. Time. No. See.

2011-12-17T17:23:00.002+08:00

Hello (:

For the previous few weeks, I'm studying like a nerd. B)
Since, COMMON TESTS are coming. I need to turn my nerdy mode on ! B)
I need to work hard for my COMMON TESTS & EXAMS. Need to pull up GPA !
Should have work harder last semester !!! Oh well, what can I do now ?
Hmm.. nothing ? NO ! need to work harder ! (:

Seriously, this is the first time I'm having school on December. O:
How cool can it get? Not very cool. ):

December should be the month of enjoyment !
With Christmas, New Year Eve's countdown and my friends' birthday ! (:
15 December is Jean's Birthday ! (:
16 December is Seaweed's Birthday ! (:
19 December is Shuhui's Birthday ! (:

And 18 December, I'm going to Beijing ! (:
Okay, I'm so sad. I can't wish my xiao baobei AKA Shuhui , happy birthday ! x:
She's sad, I know she is. Cause she loves me too much ~ <3 <3 <3
I'll be back after Christmas ! (:

Spending a white white Christmas in Beijing ~
There's nothing wrong with Beijing ! Rawr ! Stop saying that it's china though it's a part of china. x:
Beijing is a different thing ! Idk.

Going to sing Jiggle bell when I reached, wear a reindeer hair band and enjoy the chilly wind and the white white snow ~ Hope that I won't be frozen !

seeya... (:

WHERE. ARE. YOU.

2011-12-02T22:16:00.003+08:00

Hello. (:
Negated the blog for so long. Opps. x:
Recently, I'm quite busy with school work. This sucks ):
CTs are coming ! Oh my, this is going to be hell. ):

I guess I need to start studying. I can't slack anymore. Need to be a nerd ! B)
Hope that I can do well for the coming CTs, I want to improve my GPA. I can't survive with that lousy GPA.
Jiayous ! Fighting ! Huiting !

Well, the following pictures... I got it from twitter. I screen shot it.
It's quite true... HAHA !

Enjoy the things. LOL

Bye Bye !
I'll be back after my CTs ! Wait for me . HAHA

WHAT'S UP ? BOTTOM UP

2011-11-23T21:44:00.002+08:00

Hello. (:

This week is E-learning week.
Not learning a lot of things, I guess.
Simply, slacking at home. ):

Well, I didn't slack on Monday ! (:
Went to school around 11AM to 6PM !
Doing almost all the E-learning project ! (:
Eh, sort of doing all the project. x:

Okay, now most of the projects are done. (:
Just that stupid POA, :/
I don't know how to do . ):
I think I need to discussed with my team mates. I don't want to destroy the whole project.
Sign, somehow I think I can't do well in POA.
I thought that I can do it but... ):
I failed the first quiz, I can't believe it. Oh well, I need to work harder the next time !

E-learning week is going to end soon and I need to wake up at 7AM every morning except Friday, I need to wake up at 6AM ! O:

Common test is coming real soon. ):
I hope that I can do well. (:

Bye Bye.

THERE'S NO POINT

2011-11-13T20:08:00.002+08:00

Hello. (:

My previous post is crappy. HAHA !
I got no idea what I'm doing.
Forgive me, I'm just a innocent little girl. HAHA

Okay, I need to choose 1 module for year 2.
It's so hard, I got no idea how to do it ! ):
IEF OR FIT ?
According to humans, IEF is more of economics and it's apparently harder. As for FIT, it's more of -idontknowwhatisit- and it's relatively easier. NOTHING IS EASY IN THE WORLD. SO, IT'S STILL HARD. I THINK IT DEPENDS ON THE AMOUNT OF EFFORT YOU PUT IN TO STUDY !
I JUST HOPE THAT I WONT REGRET CHOOSING WHICHEVER I CHOOSE. O.O

just going to rant about something.
if you dont want to help me, just dont help. dont tell me that you're willing to help then say some crap answer, which is untrue. i know that you dont want to help me, shouldnt even believe you . how can your words be trust? fake face. actually, i dont need that kind of help. without you, i can still do it. i dont need that kind of fake kindness. dont be a double face, it's so stupid. how old are you ? stop acting like that. it's annoying.

well, it's time to say good bye.
shit, I promised to not stare at the comp for so long. opps.
Need to on nerd mode. O-O

You Are the ORANGE of My Eye

2011-11-12T23:29:00.005+08:00

You Are the Apple of My Eye
那些年，我們一起追的女孩

Watched that movie yesterday (11.11.11) with meiling !
It's so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ~

柯震東 ! I think he's so cute ~
NO ~ I can't do that to my SLZX !
I still love SLZX ! <3 <3 <3

WHY DIDN'T 柯震東沈佳宜 GET TOGETHER ? WHY ? THAT'S SUPER VERY SAD. BOO ! ):

THIS IS CO CUTE RIGHT ? AWWWWWWWWW ~

OKAY, I THINK I'M JUST POSTING CRAP :/
IT'S LATE, I THINK I'M HEADING TO BED ALREADY !
GOOD NIGHT ! (:

LOUSY . HATE IT . FIGHT IT .

2011-11-08T20:33:00.003+08:00

Hello. (:
It's ~~Monday~~ , Tuesday !
Kept on thinking that it's Monday.
Since, monday is public holiday.

This the season of falling sick. LALALA ~
Drink more water or you'll be like me. 0:

I'm sick, this is terrible. ):
My nose is running away from me. ):
My throat is painful, coughing randomly. ):

Down with fever on Monday. ):
Didn't want to go to my grandpa's birthday celebration but my father forced me. ):
Went and got a headache and came back with a fever. How great ! :/

Didn't really study for POA quiz. ):
Yes, I failed the quiz. ):
Some people had high expectation on me. Well, I failed you.
Saying that I'm not disappointed, it's a lie. It's fake.
How can I be not disappointed?
I'm so lousy, I feel seriously lousy. I'm a loser. I suck.
I can't even do well in this. How can I make it great the next time?
I feel like crying to a certain extent. If I cry, I'll feel weaker. ):
If I don't, I think I can't vent my ~~ANGER~~ , WHATEVER.

I'm just giving excuses. I'm such a loser.
Some people didn't study and they can score. Why can't I do that?
Why not ? Not working hard enough, I guess.
I'm not that smart, I don't have that kind of super brain.

Maybe working hard is not enough, I need to work EXTRA HARD.
STRONGER BELIEF, HIGHER COMMITMENT .
HOWEVER, I DOUBT THAT I CAN DO IT. ):

NO ! TAN HUI JUAN ! YOU CAN BLOODY DO IT !
YES YOU ! TAN HUI JUAN ! YOU CAN DO IT !

What should I do ? ):
Not feeling great from the start of this semester.
I need to work harder and stop slacking.
Friday, Saturday and Sunday will be my studying day ! (:
I need to be a nerd, a bookworm.

I GUESS, I NEED TO THROW MY LAPTOP ASIDE.
LIKE THE PICTURE, STOP STARING AT ME !
NOT GOING TO STARE AT THE LAPTOP ALL THE TIME ! NO NO NO !
FOCUS ON STUDIES, I'M A NERD.

OKAY, I CAN DO IT !
GO GO GO TAN HUI JUAN !
I'M GOING TO BE A WONDERFUL, POWERFUL, SMARTY-PANTS NERD !
YEAH ! \M/

WEEKENDS THEN WEEKDAYS OR WEEKDAYS THEN WEEKEND ?

2011-10-31T22:17:00.003+08:00

Hello. (:
Today is Monday. You know what, Monday sucks.
The reason is Sunday is before Monday. ):
I do know that I make sense. (:

As you know, Monday. It's BCOMM day.
I think that's the one and only thing I'll remember about Monday.
Forever feeling so stress during BCOMM, before BCOMM and maybe after BCOMM.

During BCOMM - Scared that Mr Ian will ask me questions or pinpoint me. ):
Before BCOMM - Fear of BCOMM lessons. ):
After BCOMM - Thinking about the mistakes made during BCOMM class. ):

That's the one and only thing, I can think about BCOMM.

Oh well, there's BCOMM today. It's day 1 of the oral presentation.
Just looking at my friends present, I feel stress. ):
Afraid of not doing well. Afraid that people will judge me. This sucks.
I dislike presentation, dislike talking to crowd. I'm quiet, I'm shy.
I need to overcome this. I think I can do it. (:
'Cause I believe in myself. (:

Well, tomorrow is Tuesday !
It's sort of lecture day ! 2 lectures !!! BLAW lecture then POA lecture !
Forever munching during lectures. :x
Getting fatter and fatter in school. This sucks. ):
I need to lose weight. I'm fat. I'm a fat ass. ):

Nothing much, I'm just a boring person.
I need clothes, bag and shoes, really badly.
I feel there's a need to fill my cupboard with clothes, presentable clothes.

So cute right ? I know, thank you . ;)

MOTIVATION NEEDED.

2011-10-28T21:24:00.002+08:00

Hello. (:

2 weeks just gone like that.
Not really knowing my classmates.
There's a 4 major cliques in my class. Is it a good thing or bad thing ?
We're not mingling around. There's always the awkward moment. :/
I hate the awkward moment and the weird weird silent.

I'm actually supposed to be preparing for my BCOMM Oral Presentation.
Somehow, I'm not doing it yet. I'm so dead. ):
I want to kill myself for slacking all the time. This sucks.
I need my motivation back !

Okay, after this short and stupid post.
I need to get back to the right track !
Hwaiting ! Jiayous ! Fighting ! Huiting ! :D :D

The cute right I bought in the Flea. I still haven wear it. Opps.
I think I just love rings. In the flea, I kept on looking for rings. x:

Webcam photos. Got distracted while trying to do BCOMM OP ! x:
I cut my hair. I don't think anyone realised that. HAHAHA !
It's forever like that, when I cut my hair. There's like no change.

Bye Bye !
Seriously need to do my BCOMM OP !!! (:

RANDOM.

2011-10-20T21:37:00.003+08:00

Hello. (:
Today is my fourth day in school. (:
I drag for Monday and Thursday to come. ):
Cause it's BCOMM day ! ):

According to my previous post, I'm really scared of BCOMM.
Today, I got BCOMM lesson.
Need to prepare for my Oral Presentation already. O:
OH MY CRAP ! NEED TO WEAR FORMAL AND ETC.
AND IT'S INDIVIDUAL !!! HOW CAN I DO THAT? I THINK I'LL SHAKE AND DIE. ):

I NEED TO FOCUS AND BE WELL-PREPARED !!!
NEED TO PULL UP MY GPA !!! I CAN DO IT !!!

I SAW THIS ON FACEBOOK. I THINK IT'S QUITE FUNNY AND NOT THAT TRUE.

MARCH=GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy!! Affectionate & Secretive. (I shy)
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. (I'M SOFT-HEARTED )
Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! (I'm shy !!! But all my friends say that I'm quite noisy. x: )
Loves to get their way! (Who don't ? )
Unbelievable kisser! (eh... )
Easily angered. ( true true true.. I'll change, I promise. )
Very stubborn in the most way possible! (Yes & No ?)
Loves to get noticed! (I don't think so, I don't want to get noticed during BCOMM! x: )
Willing to take risks for others. (I think so... I also not that sure. )
Makes good choices. ( Idk about that.. )
Has a great fashion sense! (sure anot ? I dont think so.. )
Maybe a little too popular with others . (nah... )
Outgoing and crazy at times! (outgoing? Crazy, I think so. HAHA! )
Intelligent. (Thanks. MUAHAHAHA ! )
Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! (I'm so kind, how is that possible ? x: )
Can love as much as possible! (<3 <3 )
Hates insults. Loves compliments! and quiet the charmer. (who don't love compliments ?)
Trustworthy. (You, yes you , you can trust me. ;D )
Appreciative and returns kindness. (yeah.. :D )
The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! (eh,,, what are you talking about ? )
Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. (This is quite true.. )
Observant and assesses others. (True, I'm secretly stalking everyone.. )
Likes to keep they're crushes kinda secret. ( Idk about that... )
Pretty much flawless. ( Aww ~ )

Bye Bye. I think need to sleep early. Since, school is starting at 8AM !! O:

P/S : I dont know how to make the blog title appear ! HELP. Someone help me please...

NEW LIFE, NEW PERSON.

2011-10-19T20:10:00.003+08:00

Hello. (:
Long time no see this page. x:
I got no pictures to upload for my blog. ):
Laptop for school got no photos, only school work.

School started like 2 days ago..
How great ! New semseter, new subjects, new class, new teachers/lecturers, new classmates, new knowledge. Everything is new but me.

I don't know if I can adapt to my new class. Though I got Shuhui, Sinyee, Seaweed, Qiyu & Nat in the same class as me. I still don't know my classmates. Only know a few of them.
I'm not stalking them on facebook okay. Seriously I'm not. Sinyee is . x:

This week, which is week 1. It's sort of e-learning. There's no tutorials. However, there's lectures. And seriously, the lectures are so boring that I can die. ):
Nothing seems interesting to me, yet.

Okay, there's 7 different modules. O:

CSE
ITB
POA
BLAW
MIEC
BCOMM
CQ (IS module)

I'm scared of BCOMM, I can't talk well. I got stage fright. I got problem talking loud. My English sucks. I feel stressed up in BCOMM. My heart is thumping every single moment, I'm scared that my Caucasian teacher/tutor/lecturer will ask me something or ask me to present my dumb answer. I'm so scared, I think I'll be having a mini heart attack every BCOMM lesson. HELP ~
How can I overcome this ? HOW HOW HOW ?!
I'm amazed by people that talk well. I hope that I can be like them.

ITB seems like another scary module. ):
It's another version of DSS. This is crap manzxzxzxz ! DSS is horrible, ITB is going to be worst !
What can I do ? Hope that I can score in this module !! Actually, I want to score for every single module !!! I know that I can do it !! JIAYOUS ! (:

I want to pull up my GPA ! I know my GPA is not that bad but I feel depressed knowing my friends from other polytechnic scoring GPA of 4.0 !!! How come they can do it ? Why not me ? WHY WHY WHY? TELL ME WHY... Then, I should be able to do it right ?

Since, it's a new semester !
I need to change!
I need to pay 100% in lectures !
I need to put 100% in my tutorials ! Don't give up so easily !
I need to study every week !
I need to act like some nerd !

Bye. Off to do my ITB quiz. (:
FOCUS TAN HUI JUAN !!!

TEXTBOOK. TIMETABLE. LECTURES.

2011-10-14T10:09:00.002+08:00

HELLO. (:

THIS THE SEASON FOR POLY KIDS TO GET BACK TO SCHOOL.
LALALALA ~

SHOULD I BE HAPPY ABOUT GOING BACK TO SCHOOL ?
YES :
1. I GET TO SEE MY FRIENDS
2. I WILL GET MY ALLOWANCE

NO :
1. NEED TO WAKE UP EARLY.
2. NEED TO SQUEEZE IN THE STUPID BUS EVERY MORNING AND EVENING.
3. NEED TO STUDY.
4. NEED TO DO TUTORIALS.
5. NEED TO BRING MY HEAVY LAPTOP.
6. THERE'S NO SHUIGES TO SEE.

THIS IS SAD.
THERE'S MORE DISADVANTAGES THAN ADVANTAGES.

WHEEEEEE ~
THIS IS MY NEW TIMETABLE ! (:
SAME CLASS WITH SHUHUI, SEAWEED, QIYU & SINYEE ! :D

BYE BYE. NEED TO PREPARE TO MEET SINYEE. (:

RANDOM THOUGHTS. WHATEVER. WHO CARES.

2011-10-10T21:29:00.003+08:00

Hello. I'm back again. (:

So, some people think that I'm a bad person (?)
If that's the way they want to think, so be it.
However, I do feel weird and pissed off .
Need to control myself.

No matter what happens, stay happy.
Don't think so much about it. I know it's hard but try your best.
I know that you can do it. It will definitely takes time.

Okay, this is what my sister did when I left my laptop on. She typed this into one of my sticky note. HAHA ! She's shameless. x: However, I love her too ! ♥

Took this during CNY. HAHA !
That's seriously very long ago, whatever.
HAPPY SIBLINGS AND IT'S RARE FOR MY BROTHER TO TAKE PHOTO. ♥ ♥ ♥

BYE BYE. I'M BORED.

FIGHTING. ROBOTS.

2011-10-10T21:15:00.002+08:00

Hello. (:
Today is Monday. x:

Went out with my girlfriend, Revathi ! <3
I MISS HER SO MUCH ~ <3
The last time I saw her, I think it's around teachers' day !
That's like so long ago.

Went to Plaza Sing with her. (:
Long John Silver for lunch and catch Real Steel with her.
It's so great ! And Real Steel is awesome ! :D :D :D

The movie is not only about robot fighting, there's also a father-son relationship !
And Max is super cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ :D
OMG! I'm like a pedo. What's wrong with me?
However, he's really damn cute ~ With the innocent eyes.
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW~ <3

HAD A GREAT DAY ! HOWEVER, I DIDN'T TAKE MUCH PHOTOS. BOO ):
NEVER MIND, THERE'S ALWAYS NEXT TIME RIGHT ? (:

BYE BYE !

BTW, TODAY IS BRIDGET'S BIRTHDAY !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! :D :D :D

2011-10-09T20:10:00.002+08:00

2PM ASIAN CONCERT 2011 !

OMG ! I WANT TO GO SO BADLY ! ):
BUT I NO MONEY TO GO AND NO ONE GO WITH ME. ):
I REALLY FEEL LIKE GOING ~

HOPE THAT 2 TICKETS CAN FLY INTO MY ROOM THEN I CAN GO. HAHAHA !
WTS, I'M TALKING CRAP. IGNORE ME.

I'M MAD ! I'M CRAZY ! I'M SIAO ! (OKAY, IT'S THE SAME MEANING -.-)

BYE BYE.

P/S: I STILL LOVE SLZX ! <3

WEIRD, STRANGE, NOT LOGICAL.

2011-10-05T16:52:00.003+08:00

Had a weird dream last night. ):

I dreamt that 4 cats came to my house.
1 is black and white, the other 3 are black, white & orange. Weird combination ?
They just refuse to get out of my house. :/
The worst thing is that they are seriously very HUGE ! Almost like a 5 years old little kid ! :/
They kept on chasing me. ): That's super scary please. They looked fake too. -.-"

The black & white cat just came to house to sleep ! One of it wants to use the computer ! Another wants to watch TV ! The last one wants to eat food ! :/
They know how to talk too, how scary can that get ? They are not Garfield ! They are some weird cats !!! ):

The sleeping cat & eating cat disappeared suddenly. That's so weird and where did they go ? -.-
And the cats using the computer and watching TV became human ! That's so scary. I tried to chase them away but they don't understand what I'm talking. That's seriously, weird and unbelievable !!! In the end, I ran to my room and hide. -.- Then, I woke up from my dream.

I'm afraid of huge fat cats now. HAHA!

SCHOOL, STUDIES, HOLIDAYS.

2011-10-04T21:43:00.003+08:00

Hello. (:
I'm bored once again.
I think I'm forever bored.

Okay, some JC kids ended their promos today.
Some tomorrow, some next week.
I don't know why some JCs are starting their school on Friday. Why can't they just let their poor students relax and enjoy the weekend ? Why must they rush to study ?
I feel sad for my JC friends.

Seriously, it's the period of EXAMINATIONS time !!!
My sister & brother are mugging for their EOYs !
Sometimes, my brother is just purely annoying. He used the computer then do his homework/study. Then he will sleep late and wake up late. What is this ?
This is kinda annoying to me. ):

The poly kids had their examinations around August/September then off for their holidays!
When JC kids start to prepare for their promos and this period is the end of their promos.
After the promos end, the EOYs for primary & secondary students start !
After the EOYs end, POLY KIDS ARE GETTING BACK TO SCHOOL. WHAT IS THIS ?
THEIR HOLIDAYS, THEY ARE ENJOYING AND RELAXING ! HOWEVER, POLY KIDS ARE STUDYING. SADFORLIFE. ):

THIS IS THE FATE OF POLY KIDS, I GUESS. WISH ME LUCK. HAHAHA !
MAYBE THERE'LL BE LESSER TRAFFIC JAM. THEN I DON'T THINK I NEED TO WAKE UP SO EARLY. HAHAHA !

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ENDING THE POST WITH A RANDOM PHOTO OF ME & POPCORN ! :D

TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ~ :D :D :D

BEST MUMMY EVER.

2011-10-03T16:55:00.003+08:00

HELLO AGAIN! (:

TODAY IS MY MUMMY'S BIRTHDAY !
OKAY, I DIDN'T BUY HER ANYTHING. X:
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! DON'T KNOW WHAT TO GET HER. :/

YESTERDAY, SORT OF CELEBRATED HER BIRTHDAY ! (:
HAD SAKURA BUFFET FOR LUNCH. SINCE, OTHER BUFFET DON'T HAVE ANY SEATS. ):
DIDN'T TAKE ANY PHOTOS. SO, I'M USING OLDER PHOTOS.

I DON'T THINK THERE'S A CAKE TODAY. CAUSE MY MOTHER DON'T LIKE . (?)
I'M SUCH A BAD CHILD. ):

ANYWAY, I HOPE THAT SHE WILL BE HAPPY & HEALTHY ! :D
I WON'T MAKE HER WORRY ABOUT ME. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY ! I LOVE YOU ! ♥
BEST MUMMY FOREVER AND EVER ! ♥♥♥

DON'T KNOW ANYTHING.

2011-10-03T16:45:00.002+08:00

HELLO. (:

I GOT NO IDEA WHY I GOT A WEIRD FEELING DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART.
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE THAT FEELING. IT'S JUST WEIRD.
I FEEL EMPTY / LOST / MOOD-LESS.

WHAT CAN I DO TO THAT WEIRD WEIRD FEELING ?
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME ?

TOO MUCH BOREDOM.

2011-10-02T16:49:00.000+08:00

OPPS. THIS IS A SCARY PHOTO. X:
I FORGOT HOW I TOOK THIS PHOTO WITH MY PHONE.
OH WELL, WHO CARES .

I'M SERIOUSLY BORED. ):

WHAT IS THIS ? WHAT IS THIS ?

2011-10-01T16:35:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS SATURDAY ! YAY ! :D

ACTUALLY, IT DOESN'T MATTER ANY MORE.
'CAUSE IT'S HOLIDAY FOR ME. AND I GOT NO JOB. (HOW MANY TIMES MUST I REPEAT MYSELF THAT I GOT NO JOBS ?! I THINK I'M CRAZY. )

MY TYPICAL DAY IS LIKE BORING. D:
WOKE UP -> JOGGING -> BREAKFAST -> BATH -> TV TV TV -> LUNCH TIME -> TOOK A NAP (SO DAMN SLEEPY. FML, I'M A FAT FAT PIG) -> WOKE UP AND REALISED THAT MY RIGHT EYE IS RED AND SCARY. FML FML FML -> PUT EYE DROP AND CAN'T STOP CRYING (OKAY, MAYBE IT'S NOT CRYING. WHATEVER.) -> USING THE COMPUTER NOW. (TRYING TO MAKE MYSELF BLIND. :/)

LATER, I THINK I'LL BE HEADING OUT TO FAIRPRICE. HOW FUN CAN IT GET ? VERY! :D
OKAY, I'M SERIOUSLY VERY BORED NOW. DOING STUPID STUFFS.
LAZY TO ON MY LAPTOP AND THUS USING THE DESKTOP. NOW, I CAN'T WATCH MY DRAMA. ):

ARGH, LIFE SUCKS. MY SISTER IS STILL SLEEPING LIKE A FAT FAT FAT PIG. IF SHE SEES THIS I THINK I'LL BE DEAD. OPPS.

OKAY, OFF TO FIND SOMETHING TO DO OR ON THE LAPTOP. THAT'S THE LAST LAST LAST THING I CAN DO.

LALALA ~ BYE . DON'T MISS ME. X:

THE HIDDEN SECRET.

2011-09-29T15:55:00.004+08:00

HELLO. ;D

I'M BORED AND MY DRAMA AIN'T LOADING.
SO, I DECIDED TO POST AGAIN.

OH YA, WENT TO THE DOCTOR I THINK 2 WEEKS AGO FOR THE BLACKOUT THINGY.
OKAY, DON'T BE SHOCK WHEN YOU SEE THIS.
DON'T GET A HEART ATTACK. IT'S NOT MY FAULT.

I... I... I... I... GOT SEIZURE. I DON'T THINK I WILL DIE.
I JUST NEED TO BE ON LONG TERM MEDICATION.
IT'S SUPER ANNOYING PLEASE. CAUSE I NEED TO EAT IT TWICE A DAY. AND EACH TIME HALF A TABLET. WTHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I NEED TO CUT IT OR CHOP IT INTO HALF ALL THE TIME. IT'S SERIOUSLY A WASTE OF TIME. HELP~ CAN SOMEONE HELP ME CUT ? WHY CAN'T I JUST EAT ONE AT NIGHT? WHY ? WHY ? WHY ?
HOW SAD CAN I GET? VERY.

OKAY, I DON'T KNOW WHY I ENJOY POSTING IN CAPS.

BYE BYE. DON'T NEED TO WORRY ABOUT ME. I WON'T BITE. IF I DO, I'M NOT SORRY FOR THAT. IT JUST MEANS THAT I HATE YOU. X:

PHOTOS ATTACK ! AHHHHH ~

2011-09-28T15:41:00.000+08:00

Hello.
I think it's taking me forever and ever to post something on my blog.
I'm bored. I'm jobless. I got nothing better to do.
So, I used my phone to edit some random photos. HAHA!
Seriously, I'm that that that that bored. :/

My lovely and annoying sister. ♥

Fat pig (shuhui). Took this during the BAshine camp. We're bored in the middle of the night. ;)

Fat Pig (again :|) & jumpy Jean ! :D

Sorry, this is me. HAHA ! I'm seriously very bored. Hope that you're not scared by me.

Bye, time to watch my drama. (:

TCP 3 .

2011-09-13T16:58:00.002+08:00

WELL WELL WELL.
TCP is better than I thought.
I'm loving it. <3

TEAM PHILIPPINES FOR THE WIN ~
THE ALL GIRLS TEAM! WHEEEEEEEEEE ~

DAY ONE:
THE VERY VERY VERY AWKWARD MOMENT WHEN YOU DON'T KNOW ANYONE.
SERIOUSLY, I'M NOT THE TYPE THAT CAN GET CLOSE WITH SOMEONE IMMEDIATELY.
I FEEL DAMN AWKWARD THAT I FEEL LIKE RUNNING AWAY. PLUS, MY TONGUE HURTS THAT DAY. I CAN HARDLY TALK. AND I'M AFRAID THAT THEY MIGHT THINK THAT I'M SO DAO AND WHY I TALK IN A VERY WEIRD MANNER. ):

I SHOULD STOP JUDGING PEOLE, I GUESS.
DON’T BE JUDGEMENTAL ! (:

1. Introduction.
Seriously, I got some problem remembering the names. I should slap myself.

2. Paper bag game.
At first, I thought that it’s going to be easy but it’s not! The mentors are making it hard for us. However, it’s quite fun too. -.-“

3. Lunch Time.
The food is good; at least it’s better than any other camp food. Totally, loving it! <3

4. DISC
I’m HIGH S & C ! I’M A GOOD LISTENER. HAHAHA !

5. Dinner Time.

6. Servant Leadership
it’s inspiring. Leadership is not about leading & controlling. It’s more than that, like giving, sharing and helping. I learnt quite a lot from this. It’s meaningful.

7. M&M
supper and sharing of thoughts with the team & mentor.

8. Finally , it’s bed timeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ :D
slept with Carissa ! (:

DAY TWO:

The awkwardness is slightly better! (:

1. Breakfast at 0815

2. Transactional analysis.
Understand myself more.

3. Unlimited Lunch
I don’t know why this left a huge impression for me. Cause just by a simple process, the daily meal. It allows me to understand the importance of not wasting and be grateful for everything. We must be contented, people living in poverty is suffering more than us.

4. The community adventure challenge. CAC
Something like amazing race. Gave bread to the people living in the one room flat. They looked so contented just receiving bread. Then it’s being a cleaner for 20 mins. It’s quite a unique experience. I don’t think anyone will work as a cleaner if given a choice. I think we meant to help the auntie but we gave them more troubles. The last activity is interviewing a person with low income. Though, we’re already late for the race. We decided to complete the whole activities and not give up. Since, we’re doing it for a good cause! We came across an auntie selling newspaper. She’s very friendly and helpful. She seems really contented with everything even her children don’t visit her much.

5. Dinner time.

6. Crossing the moat game.
It took everyone 4 hours, 7 minutes and 12 seconds. At first, the mentors are damn strict with us. I got quite annoyed at first because I don’t know what’s wrong with them. X:
Then, almost half of the TCP gave up (?) and didn’t care about the game. Someone actually proposes to give up but most of us didn’t want to. Thus, there’s different thinking the whole room. We decided to work together at the same time and get the hand of it. We encourage each other and try our best. Eventually, we finally finish it! With the help of the mentor, they close one eye or both eyes. HAHA! It’s a great experience!

7. M&M
Donut for supper! It’s great and sharing of thoughts again. Well, my group didn’t appear to be high after completing the game. HAHA! We’re just .____. !

8. Bed time!
slept quite late that day, around 2AM or 3AM. Sleeping with my semi wet hair and having a serious case of bad hair day the very next day. ):

DAY THREE:

1. Breakfast at 0830

2. Actually, I don’t really remember the activities. The only things I remembered, performances by the mentors, saying out something like a pledge. To change yourself after the camp. I’m so nervous when I’m up there. OMG. I need to build up my self esteem!

3. Lunch Time.
There’s unlimited ice cream, popcorn & cotton candy.

4. M&M

It’s a pity that I can’t stay for the whole duration. I want to stay for the whole duration manzxzxzxz! I want to take photos with my group mates after the whole sessions but I can’t. My regrets, I hate it. ): I got no idea why I’m always so emotional. I cried when Aline is reading out what she wrote for me. And I made her cried as well. I guess I’m not that strong.

Hmm...

2011-09-07T20:24:00.002+08:00

TOMORROW IS MY TCP CAMP !!!

NONE OF MY FRIENDS ARE IN THE SAME CAMP AS ME.
SADGIRL94 ! ):

I HOPE THAT I CAN MAKE SOME FRIENDS THERE ! (:
I HOPE THAT IT'S FUN , IF NOT I'LL JUST BE A SADGIRL94 ! ):
I HOPE THERE'S SOMEONE SHUAI/CUTE. (NEEDTOSTOPACTINGLIKEADESPO!!)
I HOPE THAT THEY WON'T REALISE THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH MY TONGUE.
IF THEY DO REALISE, I THINK I'LL JUST BANG WALL AND DIE. ):

LATER, THEY THINK THAT I'M BORN THIS WAY.
OMG ! NO WAY, I THINK I'LL SERIOUSLY BANG WALL :/

I THINK I'M PREPARED TO EXPLAIN TO THEM.
HOPE THAT I DON'T NEED TO TALK SO MUCH.
IF NOT, IT'S SUPER AWKWARD ! ):

PRAY THAT THE ILLNESS WON'T HAPPEN DURING THE CAMP !
SERIOUSLY, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.

HOPE THAT IT'S GOING TO BE GREAT AND I DIDN'T FORGET TO BRING ANYTHING !

Prepapre for the unexpected.

2011-09-07T20:05:00.002+08:00

Everything is just unexpected.

I thought that my illness (the blackout/seizure/fits) will be gone and under control.
Since, it didn't visit me for like 6 months already ?
Why is it that when I visited the doctor then it happened ?
Why ? I don't like it, I need to see the doctor again. I think next monday (12 September)

I hate this. 'Cause I totally got no memory about that.
Sometimes, I got no idea what's going on. And always wondering why my family looked so worried.
Then my parents will start asking me if I'm okay. Then, I realised that it relapse again.

This time round, it happened in the middle of the night.
I think my sister almost had heart attack. Poor sister. ):
My whole family woke up in the middle of the night to take care of me and I totally got no idea what happened, till the very next day. This sucks, seriously.

I bite my tongue according to my parents and I got no idea.
I'm just wondering why my tongue hurts and it's numb. ):
Now, my tongue is swollen and it seriously hurts. ):
I talked like a 大舌头！惨了！！！
It's hard for me to eat as well. 'Cause it's damn painful when I tried eat and when the food is salty, my tongue hurts like mad ! ):
My mouth is full of injuries! Eating, drinking and talking is so difficult for me now. ):

Seriously, hope that it's all under control ! (:

Life's short, paddle hard.

2011-09-05T20:34:00.002+08:00

Well, thinking about the title.
It's a very common phrase for the certain sports.

Something happened today and got me thinking about it.

Life is indeed short. Anything can happened at any time.
Sometimes, you have the ability to control it. That's lucky, I guess.
During the unlucky times, you can't do anything about it. You just have to face it.

You got to be brave at facing the situation in front of you. Don't give up easily.
Take a minute, hour or day to think about the problem then find a effective solution.
Don't try to solve the problem without thinking. Death is definitely not the solution to the　question.

Life is precious! Everyone needs to treasure it before you regret and it's all too late.
Life is not a game, you can't restart. You can't simply restart because you lost.

People come and go easily. Death actually come very easily.
Just by a jump, a walk, a bite, a drink and many other things can cause death.
Life is just so simple. Need to use it wisely and meaningfully.

At first, I wonder why people will just wait to die. I think they have no hope about their life already. However, they should see things in another ways. Why can't they spend it usefully and meaningfully? I guess, at least they will be able to rest in peace.

人生就是那么脆弱。
就是要好好珍惜，不然后悔也来不及。
如果我们不珍惜，谁会珍惜？

从今日开始，我会好好珍惜我的生命！
我不想死了才来后悔，到了那时候我什么都不能做。

I GOT NO IDEA WHY.

2011-09-01T23:42:00.005+08:00

I FEEL LIKE BLOGGING TODAY. :/
I THINK THIS IS MY THIRD POST FOR THE DAY ALREADY. X:
I THINK NO ONE READS MY BLOG. SO, I'M JUST POSTING FOR THE SAKE OF POSTING. -.-"

COOKIE MONSTERRRRRRR ! MY SISTER'S KEYCHAIN. IT'S DIRTY!! X:

THIS IS NOT BLUR ! IT'S JUST 2 PHOTOS PLACE TOGETHER. AND SHE DIDN'T MOVE WHEN I TOOK IT. -.-"

THAT'S HER BIAS IN THE SUPER JUNIOR ~ :D
MINE IS DONGHAEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ~ :D :D

I LIKE THIS EFFECT! I FORCE HER TO TAKE IT. -.-"

I FORCED HER TOO. HER MAGAZINE WITH SJ-M AS THE COVER ~
SHE WANTED SOME OTHER MAGAZINE WITH SUPER JUNIOR ON IT BUT THERE'S NO STOCK ? .__.

DAMN IT, MY FACE SERIOUSLY DAMN UNGLAM. :/

SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ~ ;D

OKAY, IT'S TIME TO SLEEP ALREADY !
GOOD NIGHT ! :D

PISSED OFF WITH MY PHONE, SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH THE MESSAGES. FML.

WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT ?

2011-09-01T22:57:00.003+08:00

Went to Ding Tai Feng for lunch on Sunday @ town.
I love xiao long bao ! :D

Went to takashimaya, nothing to buy. Went to Kinokuniya, wanted to find SLZX's PHOTOBOOK. I found it but it's $69.55 ! (I remember the price !!!)
It's so expensive, I can't bring myself to buy it. HOWEVER, I WANT IT SO DAMN BADLY.
SERIOUSLY, FML. WHY I SO POOR ? WHY ? WHY SLZX'S COMPANY TRYING TO SUCK MY MONEY ):

WELL, CAN'T BUY THE HUGE PHOTOBOOK. I BOUGHT THIS SMALL CONCERT PHOTOBOOK. AWWWWWWWWWWWWW ~ I MISS THE CONCERT. MY FIRST EVER CONCERT. I WANT TO GO TAIWAN CONCERT MORE. IT'S BETTER, DAMN IT.
I WANT TO FLY THERE TO JUST WATCH THE CONCERT. DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN .

SO SHUAI ~ I'M LOVING' IT. <3

ISN'T IT CUTE ? :D

I MISS MY MATHS TUTOR NOW. ): SHE GAVE IT TO ME DURING THE LAST LESSON. AS A GOOD LUCK CHARM FOR Os. DAMN IT, I FEEL LIKE CRYING. ):
HOPE THAT SHE CAN BECOME A TEACHER AND GET TO A GOOD SCHOOL TO TEACH ! (:
DAMN , I WANT TO BE HER STUDENT AGAIN. LIKE SERIOUSLY.

P/S: I MISS CHLOE ANG YU QI ~ <3 <3
DAMN IT, WHY MUST I WAIT TILL DECEMBER TO SEE HER AGAIN. SIAN SIAN SIAN. MY LIFE SUCKS LA. ): I FEEL LIKE FLYING OVER TO SEE HER. WHICH IS TOTALLY NOT POSSIBLE. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ~

SHINNING.

2011-09-01T21:23:00.003+08:00

well well well..
Monday to Wednesday --> BA SHINE CAMP.

I think it's the one and only camp that starts at 5PM ! :/
I got my daddy to drive me there. HAHAHAHA !
But he refused to drive me to NP bus stop. He made me walk the stupid overhead bridge. >;[
Nevermind, I should stop complaining.

BA SHINE , EMPRESS (RED TEAM)
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ~
I'm not high. :p

Not really enjoying the camp, everyone seems to know each other.
Nothing is fun, not bonded . Don't know what they are talking about.
This sucks, like outcast. I totally hate this feeling. Lousy feeling.
The planning like :/
I think I can't complain so much cause I doubt I can plan a camp well.
I guess it's hard on them. Poor thing.

Day 1 :
Ice Breaking Games, as usual.
Dinner time.
Games time.
Bathing time.
Slacking at SHUHUI's apartment.
Night walk / haunted house.
MacDonald for supper. Supper hungry manzxzxzxzxzxzxzxz !
Totally can't sleep cause it's super uncomfortable. ):
Slept for 1 hour, thinking that it's very long. :/

Day 2:
Amazing race @ botanic garden. It's so hot there and need to walk so so so so much. ):
Lunch time.
Slacking time for like 2 hours.
Dirty Games time. Seriously, dirty.
It's not that enjoyable. Seriously, smelly like shit x:
Bathing time.
Dinner time, the food sucks. Went to bukit timah market or whatever you call that for supper. BBQ chicken wings and beancurd. SERIOUSLY, this camp is making me fat. I don't eat supper one. FML. SADGURL94 CAUSE I'M FAT. ):
Sleep all night like a pig.

Day 3:
Supposed to meet at 8.30AM at the lobby.
Stupid GLs, THEY ARE LATE. WTS ! THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO BE EARLY, I GUESS.
WAITED FOR LIKE 1 HOUR. RAWR! ANNOYING MAX.
WHY THEY WANT TO PARTY SO HARD OR TROLL SO HARD ? WHY WHY WHY ?!
NEVERMIND, TROLL IS NICE BUT TOO MUCH IT BECOMES ANNOYING.
I THINK NEED TO SEE MOOD IN ORDER TO FIND IT FUNNY.

VIDEO FOR THE CAMP.
PRIZE GIVING.
CLUBBING AT THE LT ?! SERIOUSLY, WHY THEY SO HIGH ? EARLY IN THE MORNING ? HOW THEY GET HIGH SIA. I JUST WANNA SLEEP. LIKE SERIOUSLY.

WENT TO BVSS WITH CHUNWEN AND ETC.
I MISS THE NOODLES STALL ~~~ OMG ~ :D
HAPPYGIRL94 CAUSE I ATE THE NOODLES. WHEEEEEEEEEEEE ~

ATE FROLICK WITH CHUNWEN AND WALK AROUND WEST MALL. (:
NOTHING MUCH, GO HOME. SERIOUSLY GOT NO IDEA WHAT I'M DOING.
STONE-ING AND WATCHING TV ? .__.
I GOT NO LIFE ):

RANDOM PICTURES.

THIS IS WHAT YOU DO WHEN YOU'RE BORED OR DON'T FEEL LIKE SLEEPING.

UNGLAM. SERIOUSLY.

DON'T BE SCARED. I THINK LOFT IS NOT HAUNTED. ;)

FROLICK ~ :D

WHEEEEEEEEE ~ CHUNWENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ~ <3

BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE.
MY POST IS JUST DAMN RANDOM.

FREEDOM OR BOREDOM ?

2011-08-25T17:02:00.003+08:00

Don't be scared. It's not a ghost. It's me. -.-"
Some random shots when I'm really tired of studying. x:

Since, Secondary 4 ? I eat this whenever I'm studying. HAHAHA ! But this time, I only ate 1 packet. I still got 2 more at home. -.-"

This is so cuteeeeeeeeeee and funnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. :D
This makes me laugh like crap whenever My sister flip her handbook. LOLOL!
Recently, she drew the body for it. Eh, the head is just way too biggggggggggg ! .___.

A CUTE GINGER BREADMAN (?) on my MAEC notes .
-FACE PALM-
I SHOULD BE STUDYING FOR MAEC AND NOT DRAWING THIS .

BTW, MY EXAMS ARE OVER AND IT'S HOLIDAY.
TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ALREADY.
SERIOUSLY, I GOT NO LIFE. I ON THE LAPTOP SINCE THIS MORNING TILL NOW.
OKAY, OFF TO WATCH MY YU LE BAI FEN BAI.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH ~ LATE FOR IT. SHIT. ):

Takecare, my friend. (:

2011-08-25T16:28:00.004+08:00

Done by my sister. She knew that Chloe is flying to London.
She kept on saying that I'm so bad for not making Chloe a card. Then, she decided to draw that.
I forgot to give it to her. I think if she send me a letter, I'll send it to her then.

Waking up early in the morning and taking the first train is so tough. x:
However, my father drove me to JE ! (:
And he forgot to bring his wallet out and almost can't eat breakfast x:

Xiyu overslept . ): She went in the end. -.-"
She flew there with daren and they reach earlier than us. -.-"
Very long never see themmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ~

Talking crap there and etc.
What can we do ?
We can't cry the whole duration.
We can't just stop and stare at each other.
We can't just stand there and laugh awkwardly.

I cried abit, just a tiny little bit.
I thought I'll cry a river and flood Singapore. I didn't.
It's tough. I cry easily. This is so crappy.

I think why I didn't cry that much is because of Chloe's Paps. HAHA !
'Cause Xiaohui shouted, "BYE PAPS ~~!"
Her father said bye to us. .___."
Her father is so cuteeeeeeeeeeee ~ HAHAHAHAAHA !

Well, I can see her on December. That's a good thing ! (:
Just pray that I don't overseas when she's coming back. If not, I'll be SADGURL94! ):

Hope that she's doing well there. (:
And hope that she enjoys herself there and make some great friends. (:
** SHE WONT FORGET ABOUT ME RIGHT ? RIGHT. SHE WONT ! HAHA!

ANG ANG ANG DORAEMON ~ :D
TAKECARE IN THE COLD COLD COLD LONDON AND I'LL MISS YOU IN THE HOT HOT HOT/HUMID HUMID HUMID SINGAPORE ! (:

2011-08-15T10:10:00.000+08:00

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now.

Picture perfect memories
Scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause
I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey
Can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping
In the way you did before

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm a little drunk
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Whoa, whoa
Guess I'd rather hurt
Than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call
But I'm a little drunk
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now

Oh baby, I need you now

.

2011-08-15T10:02:00.002+08:00

recently, I don't know there's a weird weird feeling :/
I don't know how to describe it.
It's just annoying and frustrating.

I got a bad feeling about my coming exams. ):
I don't want to fail.
I don't have the confidence.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know why I'm like that.
I don't want this kind of feeling.
I don't want to blackout again.

I GOT NO IDEA WHY I'M HERE.

2011-08-15T09:55:00.003+08:00

HELLO.

EXAMS ARE COMING AND I'M USING THE LAPTOP.
*FACE PALM*

HEADING TO SCHOOL LATER FOR DSS HANDS-ON TEST.
IT'S WASTING MY TIME ):
1 HOUR OF TEST. :/
THE TIME I TAKE TO TRAVEL TO SCHOOL AND BACK IS MORE THAN 1 HOUR (?)
HOW ANNOYING CAN IT GET ?!?!?!?!?!
PLUS IT'S RAINING NOW. DAMN IT, HOW TO WALK TO LRT STATION W/O GETTING WET ?

OKAY, I JUST FEEL LIKE POSTING RANDOMLY . :/
23 AUGUSTTTTTTTT ! I DON'T WANT IT TO COME. ):
THAT DAY SUCKS SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH PLEASE.

I GOT NO IDEA WHAT I'M TYPING NOW.
TALKING RUBBISH NOW.
BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE.

I KNOW YOU WANT ME. ;)

2011-07-31T18:23:00.002+08:00

Hello. (:

At my daddy's office now.
It's freezing cold. ):
I'm frozen, FROZENHUIJUAN. LOL!

Went to IMM today. (:
Didn't eat at the HongKong Cafe. ):
Went to secret recipe instead. (:
Nothing much, the cakes look niceeeeeeeeeeee ~ (:

Daddy spent a bomb, seriously a BOMB at giant.
He forgot to buy me external hard-disk ):
I want to buy a keyboard protector for my keyboard. I don't want any more dirt to get in.
I also want to buy a new earpiece. Mine is dying soon. ):
I'm so sad. Actually, I'm not that sad. I'm talking crap.

Going for Dinner soon (?)
Wow, it's already 6.30PM.
My sister is sleeping and my mother actually said that she's going to leave her there to sleep. -.-

** I know someone reads my blog. Aww~ I'm so touched.
Don't worry, I'm fine. (:

#HAPPYBIRTHDAYSHOWLUO

2011-07-31T18:20:00.002+08:00

Yesterday is SLZX's Birthday ! (:
I forgot to post. ):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHOW LUO ! <3
#HAPPYBIRTHDAYSHOWLUO IS TRENDING YESTERDAY ! (:
I THINK FOR A SHORT SHORT TIME (?)

WEEEEEEEE ~
I'M HAPPY . (:

I dont know what to do.

2011-07-29T21:55:00.002+08:00

Hi,
I know no one reads my lousy blog. I'm just ranting here.

Examinations are coming .
Oh my, it's like so fast ):
I need to start studying ! I don't want to rush through everything at the last last minute.

School just started like 18th April 2011.
And the major examinations are here already.
I don't know if I can cope with it. ):
I hope I can, seriously.
I don't want to faint/blackout again.
I think that happened again not too long ago. ):
That's really bad. I don't know what's wrong with my body.
It's detecting stress ? Cause the time period when I sort of faint/blackout is during CT period. That sucks ):

Projects are killing me. ):
Staying back every single day.
Booking library rooms or hunting for empty rooms in the library, every single day without fail.
I think NP's library is going to become my second home. How great.

Something great is that all the projects are coming to an end already for this term. (:
YAY ! However, something not that nice will always happen during project work.
Conflicts ? Conflicting views ? I think that's very common but I'm definitely not an expert at handling this . ):

I think I'm too soft-hearted. ): Is it a good thing or bad thing ?
I think I'm way too stressed up by projects a few weeks ago.
I can't control my temper. That's really bad and I've been saying that I'll change but I think I'm not changing for the better.

I don't know why, I can't help but to feel very emotional whenever my mind is very peaceful/blank.
I seriously don't know what's wrong with it. I don't like that feeling.
I want to be happy & cheerful. However, I think I can't. WHY ?

Maybe I need to talk to someone but I don't know what's the reasons that I'm feeling emotional. I'm weird.

BYE, I DON'T FEEL LIKE TYPING ANYMORE.
MY ENDING IS SO ABRUPT :/

Life is just like a movie ? It's dramatic, I guess.

2011-07-29T21:37:00.003+08:00

As if we were in an old movie
We look so happy in there
At a place we don't remember, are a stranger to,
Looking for our memories

Tears fell - no
Tears are still falling
Just when I think of you, when I look at you

Even if I were to go back
Looking at you again and again
I miss you more and more
I can't forget you

I know I won't love another person
Cause I don't wanna let you go
In my memory

Just like if I was watching the main character of a movie,
Please be the person who once loved me
Unknowingly
Come back to my side
As if we were in an old movie (Thinking about it now)
Although we seemed so young then (Thinking about it again)
The place at which time stopped for me
Stopped where we were in love

I remember, yes
I remember when I sent you off
When I let you go

Even if I were to go back, even if I were to erase it,
I miss you more and more
I can't forget you

I know I won't love another person,
Cause I don't wanna let you go
In my memory

Just like if I was watching the main character of a movie,
Please be the person who once loved me
If you hear me

In the past, we were like two lovers like, romantic comedy
left right on the screen, just quietly
Playback again, do you remember
We had countless kiss scenes
Missing each other while walking like two main characters babe
Walking on different roads, meeting each other coincidentally
Like a drama, even more dramatic than a drama
Come back to me, you know I need you back
You know I won't love anyone else

AM I THAT LONELY ?

2011-07-23T18:26:00.002+08:00

I'VE BEEN LISTENING TO THIS SONG FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS.
I THINK I'M JUST LONELY.

I FEEL SAD LISTENING TO IT.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME ?

SERIOUSLY, GOT TO GO ALREADY.
BYE BYE BYE BYE !

LONG TIME NO SEE.

2011-07-23T18:17:00.002+08:00

Polytechnic life is tough.
I just survived 3.5 months of polytechnic life just like that.
Wow, that's kinda amazing.

I hope that everything is going to be fine for me.
2.5 more years in NgeeAnn Polytechnic.

I need to work harder, I must.
The major examinations are coming soon.
I don't know if I can deal with it.
I seriously, sincerely hope that I can conquer it !

I got no idea what I'm typing now. :/
I just feel like typing something with my lousy English. ):
Need to improve my English seriously. If not, I'll die :/

I hope that DSS PBL 2 will not be so screwed up like the previous one.
I hope I can at least get B+
I don't want another D. (wth! how can I even get a D!!!)

I think I should stop typing randomly and no one reads it.

Bye Bye! It's time for dinner ! (:

):

2011-07-10T21:27:00.003+08:00

Something sad . ):
CHLOE ANG YU QI !

She's leaving me in Singapore ! ):
She's leaving me in NP ! ):
She's abandoning me ! ):
She's going to Cambridge ! ):
She's going to find new friends ! ):
She's going to look for hot angmoh ! ):
She's going to missing from my life ! ):

When she first asked me if I'll go overseas to study. I sort of knew what will happen. I knew that day will come. ):
At that moment, I don't know what to do. I felt like crying. x: (I'm the super emotional type)
After she confirmed that she's going it. I'm so sad. ):
I feel like crying whenever she tells me something about it. ):
I feel so weak, I actually feel like crying over tiny little stuffs. ):

She's my best friend since sec 3 (?)
It's hard to believe that she's leaving. I think I'll cry a river. :/
I told her that and I try to make it sounds like I'm joking. (That's what I think)
I'm scared that I'll be way too emotional. :/
I can't imagine going to the airport and send her away ! (how can I do that ?!)
I think I'll keep her in my bag and not let her go to Cambridge !
I think she'll keep me in the luggage instead ! -.-
We always say something like that ! -.-
I know, we're lame. Super lame x:

She always wanted to go overseas to study, like London & etc.
She don't like her NP class. (I think that's part of the reason why she wants to go overseas)
She loves HOT angmoh.
She loves the freedom.
She loves animals.
She loves her dog more than the cat. 'Cause she always bully the cat x:
She loves to sleep. x:
She loves online shopping.
She is lazy . That's why she goes online shopping.
She used to love 飞轮海. (And I dislike them x: )
She changes very easily. (She loves TOP for this week, next week will change to another hot angmoh)
She watches football match because of the angmoh.

I'll miss complaining to her.
I'll miss talking to her randomly.
I'll miss being lame with her.
I'll miss her random actions.
I'll miss her silly actions. x:
I'll miss SMS-ing her. (I think the number of SMS I send will go DOWN DOWN DOWN)
I'll miss talking to her that Singapore don't have shuaiges. x:
I'll miss hugging her. (I'm not lesbian)
I'll miss her dog. (She always talk about the dog, like very cute but 我很怕！)
I'll miss every single thing about her.

I love Chloe Ang Yu Qi !

2011-07-10T20:59:00.003+08:00

It's already 9pm.
Guess what, I've been using the laptop from 1pm to like now. O:
Oh my, I'm going blind soon.

Every Sunday will be DOING-DSS-DAY ! :D
HOW GREAT CAN THAT GET ? VERY RIGHT ?
I'M SO ENJOYING MY LIFE, NOT.

Things are starting to get bad. ):
I got a D for my DSS PBL 1. Wtf, how can that even happen ?
We spent every single Tuesday, Wednesday & Thursday doing it. And this is what we get ?
Life is unfair, seriously.
People from other classes, courses are like getting A/Bs. Why am I getting a freaking D ? WHY? TELL ME WHY!!!

MAEC CT, I didn't manage to get A. I'm sort of disappointed, I thought that I can do better.
Oh well, I just got to accept the fact. (fact & fiction!)
I seriously must work harder for my MAEC !! I need to start studying already ! No more slacking. (i think I'm slacking now x:)

BSTAT CT, I'm quite happy with it. (:
However, I made a careless mistake. How annoying. I always careless.
Since, it's a open book test. I can't be too happy with the results. I must continue to work harder !
The following chapters are getting tougher, I guess. I need to work harder ! JIAYOUS ! :D

Since, OB & BMGT don't have CT.
I got no idea what kind of questions will be out during the examination :/
I need to study ! Seriously, since I don't pay attention to the lecture x:
I need to buck up !!! NO MORE SLACKING !
I'M NOT SLACKER94 ! NO NO NO ~ !

I THOUGHT OF DOING MAEC TUTORIALS BUT I'M HERE POSTING.
HOW CAN THAT HAPPEN!!! NO ~
I STILL WANT TO WATCH TW DRAMA AT 10PM ! X:

I THINK I SHOULD SERIOUSLY BANG THE WALL AND DIE !
DIE DIE DIE X:

ZOO ZOO ZOOM ~

2011-06-26T21:09:00.003+08:00

10 + YEARS NEVER GO TO THE ZOO ALREADY !!! O:
I WENT TO THE SINGAPORE ZOO YESTERDAY WITH NP'S WHEELPOWER !!! :D
IT'S CIP ! ZOO ZOO ZOOM ~~

SORT OF ENJOY MYSELF. HAHA !
HOWEVER, IT'S DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN TIRING ! O:
IT'S SO HOT THO IT RAINED AT THE START.
WALK HERE, WALK THERE, WALK EVERYWHERE ! HAHAHAHAHAHA !
AND IT'S ABIT SMELLY. HAHA !
ONE OF THE GOAT IN THE ZOO IS DAMN HORNY, I THINK. HAHA ! x:

AND OF COURSE, I GOT TO KNOW A FEW NEW FRIENDS ! :D
OKAY, THEY DONT THINK THAT I'M SHY. LOLOL!
I'M NOISY, I'M TOO HIGH ! HAHA ! X:

WHITE TIGER.

THE TICKET . HAHA ! I DONT LIKE THIS. x:
MY LOVELY TICKET, HAHAHAHA! x:

THE GIRAFFE. I CHANGED MY TICKET WITH MY GROUP LEADER FOR THIS. :x

BYE BYE BYE BYE !
SCHOOL IS STARTING TOMORROW. BOO !
WAKING UP EARLY AND TAKING THE CROWDED BUS. SIAN ):

TB02 CLASS OUTING TO SENTOSA !

2011-06-21T15:40:00.002+08:00

SOME RANDOM PHOTOS. HAHA!
I DON'T HAVE ANY CLASS PHOTOS. ):
SO, I CAN'T POST IT HERE. BOO.

EVEN THOUGH ONLY LIKE 10 PEOPLE WENT, IT'S STILL GREAT ! :D
IT'S JUST SO SO SO SO SO SO HOT. I THINK IT'S BECAUSE OF TB02 ! ;D
THE SUN IS SUNNY. THE HEATWAVE. THE SANDY BEACH. THE SALTY SEAWATER. THE NO-SHUAIGES BEACH.

PLAYED VOLLEYBALL AND CAPTAIN BALL. I'M JUST PRACTICALLY RUNNING AWAY FROM THE BALL WHEN WE PLAYED VOLLEYBALL. X:
DAMN, PLAYING CAPTAIN BALL IN THE BEACH IS SO TIRING OR RUNNING ON THE SAND IS SUPER TIRING! ):

AFTER THAT, TAKE PHOTOS HERE AND THERE. LOL
THE GUYS WENT INTO THE WATER AND PLAY. WEEEEEE ~
I FEEL LIKE GOING INTO THE WATER CAUSE IT'S SO HOT ! HAAA.

THIS IS THE BEACH. (WHO DON'T KNOW ?)

ME, SHUHUI & HUIXIAN ! :D

JEAN, ME & SHUHUI ! :D

THIS IS A VOLLEY BALL! :D

BYE BYE ! I'M BORED.

LEND ME YOUR HANDS ~

2011-06-21T15:37:00.003+08:00

2PM'S HANDS UP !
OMGGGGGGGGGG ~ SO HOT ~ :D

PUT YOUR HANDS UP ! PUT YOUR HANDS UP ! P-P-P-PUT YOUR HANDS UP !

2011-06-18T15:46:00.002+08:00

I almost forgot about my blog. Now, it's the school holiday/short break.
1 week of break had passed. 1 more week to go before school reopen.
I got no idea if there's any projects. I think there's MAEC & BMGT.
I got no idea what I want to type in this blog that no one read.

There's a empty feeling inside me.
Something is missing. I don't know what is it.
I don't like that feeling. I guess no one will like it.
Even though it's not yet confirm. I just can't help but feel empty.
What's wrong with me ?

Someone help me.

♥

2011-05-21T10:57:00.003+08:00

Suddenly, I miss my friends, secondary school and every single thing.
It's like days, months, years (maybe not years) since I last saw my secondary school friends. Secondary school life seems so relaxing. Now, everything is the total opposite. Every single assignment is counted for participation and it's for my GPA. So, I need to do them everyday and I spent most of my weekend doing projects or tutorial. Ever since poly starts, my life is getting busier and busier. I got no life.

As school gets busier, the time I get to see Chloe is lesser. I sound like a lesbian. :/
We can meet for lunch but it's hard. ):
Why didn't xiyu appeal to NP? Now, she's in SP. I miss her so much. The last time I saw her is like when we watch BIGG MAMA. That's so long. I miss drawing circles with her. HAHA
And xiaohui, she's in NYP. We were not very close during secondary 4. I don't know why but I do know that she's a great friend and no one will regret knowing her. I miss her toooo ~
I miss 4e3`10 ! I miss all my friends. I can use "long time no see" when I see them. -__-
I miss the time when there's no lessons or the teacher is not around. Clarabelle, Yuzheng and Jianyu will crowd around my tablee and talk talk talk. Good old memories. We still said that we'll all go to the same school but now we're all separated. Clarabelle in JJC, Yuzheng in PJC and Jianyu in SP.

I miss Revathi and co. [: They're just so cute and friendly. My first friend in 3e3`09 is revathi cause she's sitting next to me during assembly and she's my lab partner. During lab sessions, we'll split the workload. In order to save time. HAHA ! we're cheating ? No.
I miss all those times. I remember that I cried due to some shit, she's the first to notice and drag me to the toilet. HAHA ! And she's my listening ears. Without her, I think I'll be EMOGIRL94 ! The day MT O LEVEL RESULTS is released, we're having GCE O LEVEL EL ORAL !!! I'm so nervous the whole day. Knowing the fact that MT O LEVEL result is out, I'm even more nervous. During recess, she's cried and I started to feel emotional. And I also cried, ( I know it's stupid but I can't control).

I miss Chunwen & co. I miss going home with them. And going to west mall after school to get something to eat. I miss the waffle, why is the shop gone?! WHY? WHY? WHY? I miss the cheese waffle & chocolate waffle! I'm getting hungry. Okay, I miss asking chunwen for help in EM, AM, CHEM,PHY, HIS,BIO&SS. Okay, it's almost every single subject. HELP~ Now I don't have someone to disturb. Boo. I dislike someone and at first she's okay with that person. Eventually, she started to dislike that person too. don't know why I feel better when one more person dislike that person. I think I'm too evil. But I think I'll just have to learn to let it go. And I remember that during O levels, we will meet before the paper and sort of study. She's always very stress. I think that make me want to relax. Cause usually I'm the one that is super stress. :/

I miss them badly. <3

Eh, my social circle seems very very small. No, I'm anti-social. ):
I need to know more people.

Day 1.

2011-05-15T20:23:00.002+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOO ~ !

Went to SLZX's CONCERT YESTERDAY !
It's my first time. LOLOLOL !
I'm HAPPY ! :D :D :D :D

I'm a happy girl. LOL!
I didn't buy anything ):
Nevermind, I shall save the money to buy other things. :/

罗志祥新加坡舞法舞天之一万零一夜ENCORE演唱会好看惨了～～～
他也太太太帅了吧！！！谁受得了？？？
我快要晕了！哈哈！
我不知不觉就在对自己傻笑了。。。

I'm happy ~
I think I'm too high :x

我应该在做功课的。
拜拜

2 MORE DAYYYYYY ~ !

2011-05-12T20:49:00.000+08:00

Hi.

School is stressful.
I seriously want to punch the person that say poly life is easy.
There's so many things to be done but there's limited time.
Time is precious to me !

I think there's like 5/6 projects to be done . :/
There's OB, MAEC, BMGT x 2 & DSS PBL.
I think that BSTAT project is coming soon.
Argh, fml seriously. ):

I want to go shopping or do something to make myself happier !
I miss Bukit View days.
I miss my friends.
I miss the food.
I miss every single part of Bukit View.

O levels is nothing .
Help ~

Okay, I think i should do my DSS.
Btw, SLZX concert is coming.
I don't feel especially happy or excited. :/
What's wrong with me ?

3 MORE DAYS !

2011-05-11T23:25:00.002+08:00

I just finish my MAEC write up.
YAY ! Like finally ?! WOO !
I hate write/typing or whatever.
I can't think of good words and my English sucks. ):
I need to improve or I'll DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !

Okay, I got no mood to post.
All the projects are killing me.
Fml seriously.
DSS PBL, MAEC PROJECT, OB PROJECT, BMGT PRESENTATION, BSTAT (?)
Argh, everything is just so ...
Argh, I hate it.

Shit man, I still got DSS tutorial to do. Fml.
Have been staying back to do DSS/MAEC.
Just keep on staying back to do project.
I'm going to be a nerd ! YAY ! -____-

Bye, maybe I should see what Qns i need to do for DSS ! :/

4 More Days !

2011-05-10T20:41:00.000+08:00

I'm sleepy ):
Headache is killing me.
I'm so lazy to do my tutorials. Boo.

There's DSS tutorial & MAEC.
I need to do MAEC by tonight !!
There's MAEC lecture and tutorial. :/

I got no idea what's I'm posting. HAHA!
I just wanted to countdown to SLZX's CONCERT !
I'm actually going !!! WOOO ! :D
With Venus ! :D :D :D :D :D

Bye, Watching The Noose .

It's the mighty Saturday !

2011-05-07T10:40:00.002+08:00

Yesterday is Friday, Today is Saturday and Tomorrow is Sunday ! [:

Now, I'm actually supposed to be doing my DSS and other tutorial homework.
But the lazy me is not doing it. :/
Argh, I hate myself. I should DIE ! -___-
I think I got 1 whole week of assignment to do within 2 days. Fml.

Yesterday, I went to the BA envoys interview. Hell, I disgrace myself. :/
I shouldn't have went to the interview and stay in the LT for a boring BMGT lecture.
Argh, I want to kill myself. ): I suck.
The interview ended so late, actually not. It just end around 7.30pm.

Went home. Still called my father thinking that he'll be able to fetch me home.
However, he's already home. -___-
I need to go home by myself. How sad. ):

Eat dinner all by myself and my brother eat too much already. x:
Whatever, I got no idea what I'm typing right now.
I'm not in the right mind. :/

Going to Lot 1 later, to accompany meiling.
I'm so good. -___-

Bye.

It's not friday, friday, friday.

2011-05-05T20:52:00.002+08:00

It's Thursday today.
One more day to Friday.
Actually, I'm not that happy till just now. -___-

Ms June Phoon, the S&W module leader finally reply my email.
I'm so happy and i can change my lifesaving to yoga.
I'm so so so so so happy. [:
I don't need to swim and do CPR on dummy. Woo ! :D
But I practice yoga every Sunday :/
I should be grateful !

The classrooms are so cold today.
First it's business statistics.
It's like freezing !
And I forgot to do my tutorial homework !
I MUST DO MY TUTORIAL HOMEWORK !

Second, it's Business Management.
Brr ~ COLD ~~~ !
And the tutor is making me sleep. ):
I can hardly hear him . Argh.
And everyone is on twitter/facebook.
No one seems to be listening to him at all and he's always talking about food.
Is he hungry all the time ???

OB Lecture is boring.
I think I'm like not listening to him.
I'm on twitter. :/
I should concentrate !!! HAHAHA !!!

After school , It's DSS time.
STUPID PBL !!! >:[
I can't do it ! ]:
I hate excel !!! >:[

Bye, Should I do DSS now ?
But I'm feeling lazy.

Fucking unlucky day

2011-05-04T18:52:00.005+08:00

I'm feeling super moody right now.
I think I can die right now. Like seriously.

Argh, what's wrong with me ?
I think it's actually nothing but I'm like making a huge fuss over it.
No one will understand it. :/
I think I'm just any random annoying bitch here, ranting about useless stuffs.

I hate today ! I hate it alot.
Today, 04/05/2011, is my unlucky day

First, The LRT stopped just a few metres away from the Bukit Panjang Station. Wth.
I think I'm stuck for like 5-10 mins.:/

Second, I feel sick in school .
My nose is runny and my throat hurts.
How great can my life get ?

Third, I need to do a short presentation during Economics.
Okay, I hate to talk to people. x:
I don't like to talk to many people. I hate it, I hate it.
Since, no one is doing it. I shall do it.
Stupid Ceteris Paribus.. It's making pissed off.
My English is not good, it's never good.
Fuck you, mother fucker.

Fourth, the bus 75 is spoiled halfway to Bukit Panjang Interchange.
Actually, the bus door can't be close.
It's raining so fucking heavily !!! >:[
And everyone in the bus need to cramp in the small shelter.
The primary school kids are like so childish and immature !
It's raining and everyone is getting wet. Not only you !!!
Their silly actions pissed me off.
Afterwards, the bus door can be close already. wth.

Today seriously is my unlucky day !!!
And I tried to find a mother's day present but nothing is nice or is my mood not nice ?
Whatever, I shall just buy some simple earrings for my mother. Since, that's what she want.
I shall get myself something to cheer myself up .

Bye, I think I should do DSS but I seriously don't feel like doing.
I still need to do Business Management Presentation and others.
There's so so so so so so so so so so so so so many projects.

The Day After Labour Day / NO SCHOOL ! :D

2011-05-02T20:41:00.003+08:00

The Fish that makes you puke after eating too much but it's nice on the first bite .__.

-----------------------------------

Celebrated Mother's Day with my relatives ! [:
Went to Marina Mandarin Hotel for lunch. [:

Something sort of happened in between but everything is okay afterwards.
That's great ! It's meant to be a happy celebration ! :D

The food is okay, not bad but not very good. HAHAHAHA !
The Smoked Chicken With Jasmine Tea Leaves is weird x:
The lunch makes me damn full ! :/
I got sleepy halfway. I don't know why. HAHA!
Maybe I eat already want to sleep O: I'll become a pig x:

The lunch took us 2hours plus till 3 :/
Why did it take so long ? .___.

Went to Suntec Convection Centre / Marina Square thinking of buying a laptop case but I didn't.
Slap myself ! I should have just buy that laptop case I saw at causeway point that that that day.
Ohya, I saw Quan Yi Feng, Desmond Koh, The noose people (I don't know their names) !
I saw them because of Quan Yi Feng's hair. LOLOL!
Just walked around then went to Daddy's office to slack till dinner time.
Takeaway ! I bought porridge cause I'm damn full. :/

I'm sick again. Fml.
My throat hurts since this morning, it feels dry :/
Now I got a headache and maybe a slight fever.
I want to kill myself, it just got well like not long ago and this is happening to me now !
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I hope I can survive tomorrow lessons ! [:

Bye, I should eat my medicine and head to bed ! [:

Fifth Day !

2011-04-29T22:33:00.002+08:00

Less than 4 hours in school.
2 hours of IS / Idea Jumpstart.
I'm like late by a little bit. Whatever, the teacher is closing 1 eye for first lesson ! [:
I don't know anyone from there . I'm like so lonely , D:
I hate that feeling, it's awkward and strange and I don't know.
I don't want to draw circles/triangles/squares/rectangles at a dark corner.
That's what I do with xiyu, I can't do it without her. HAHA !
Okay, there's a girl call Yuting. (Jooting's chinese name ! I miss her ! )
She's like shy but she's not that shy .___. What am I talking ? *bang wall
Played some games and etc. This module is to make us creative or something. HAHA !

After that is Sports And Wellness. [:
Okay, I'm like freaking lost in NP ! -___-
I can't find LT 26 ! When we found it, the LT is used for some performances. :/
Then, went to other LT. There's a lecture. Blah Blah Blah.
Take BMI and Tour.
Fml, I hate my weight. And the tour is really short cause it's like going to rain.
Whatever, it's good. I can go home early. [:

Went home, feeling super hungry. -____-
Wanted to buy food but I'm so lazy x:
Went home to search for food, ended up eating Breakfast cereal plus milk. HAHA !
Slack Slack Slack Slack then I decided to go bath. HAHA !

Dinner time and I'm like damn sleepy the whole day. I don't know why :/
I decided to do DSS and Marcus tell me that it's due tonight.
I rushed through it and I found myself stuck and I'm like so pissed.
After awhile, I realised that I'm doing the wrong question.
Oh my, I'm so so so so so so so so BLOODY PISSED OFF AT MYSELF !
I wanted to bang wall and kill myself at that moment. >:[
Oh well, I sort of finish doing it. Whatever, x:
Stupid DSS ! Stupid spreadsheet ! Stupid Excel !
RAWR ! I hate it ttm !!! x:

Bye, I'm like so tired and sleepy now. :/
I'm going out with meiling tomorrow ! :D
I need to go shopping so damn badly !
My sister is still not home ! Is she like dead ? x:
I shall not curse her x: I pray that she's home soon. HAHA !

Fourth Day !

2011-04-28T22:12:00.002+08:00

suppose to be 6 hours of lessons.
ended up around 5 hours, cause BSTA tutor ended early.
Went to Canteen 3 for like a tiny break. [:
There's so many birds there ! HAHA !

First time, I'm early for lecture ! HAHAHA !
But the OB lecture is just so so so so so so so so boring ]:
I can sleep man ! :/
Went to munch for lunch, the food is okay :/

After lunch, went to ourspace 72 for some board games.
played Taboo. HAHAHA !
Laugh so hard x:
Saw Chloe AKA your friend with many dogs. LOLOL!

BMGT afterwards, it's hell boring and I can't heard what the tutor is talking. :/
And he asked a question and i don't know what is it.
He ask for my answer and i randomly say no, it's not safe. -___-
Wth, I don't even know what happen o.o"

After school, went to do the stupid DSS PBL.
FML. It's like so hard !!! >;[
I want to kill someone. HAHAHAHA !

Bye, I'm super sleepy and not in the mood to post. x:

Third Day !

2011-04-27T20:26:00.002+08:00

Less than 4 hours of lessons and 2 hours break .
How great can it get ?

Okay, meet Jayne to go to school together and meet Shuhui at the bus stop to go to LT 45.
Hell, we're like freaking lost. :/
Can't we just have lecture at the same old place ?
Must we go all the way to the mountain top ?!
We're almost late :/
We're already late for 2 lectures, we don't want to be late for another one.
And seriously, it's just the third day and I'm late for 2 lectures already ? Fml.

Lunch/Brunch at Makan place with Shuhui, Agnes, Jean & Yunru. [:
The Japanese store queue is long..
The food is okay only x:
Went to Library for Each A Cup ! :D
Poor Shuhui, she can't drink. LOL!
Okay, she's full and she don't want to buy. -___-

Macroeconomics tutorial. Mr Lee is funny !
Mr Seahorse. ==
He likes purple, Barney, Hi-Five and prefer green to blue. ==
He's married and have 2 sons.
HAHA ! I'm like stalking him ?!
Lesson end around 2.30 ? :D

Talked with Agnes at the library before going home.
And the bus is amazingly crowded. :/
Why ? It's just 3 going 4 ! o__o

Bye, I should seriously be doing my DSS ! Slap myself for not doing !

Second Day !

2011-04-26T18:22:00.003+08:00

4 hours of studies for today. [:
I had to carry 4 kg of stuff. >:[
The laptop weight around 2 Kg, the Microsoft Excel Textbook also weight around 2Kg too.
I can't really imagine carrying 4 Kg of stuff. :/

It's just so heavy ! ):
I think my back is going to break and my shoulders hurt.
I think I'm just going to become more muscular. HAHA !

Excel is sort of interesting. -___-
But also quite dumb x:
Business Statistics: half of it I understand, half of it is like HUH?
I shall buy the textbook and read up !
I don't know if there's common test -___-
LALALALALA ~ I'm tired ):

Saw Bernice today !
She only got 1 hour lesson -.-
What's the point of coming to school ? HAHA !
Saw Bridget too ! She's coming to school and I'm going home. -____-
I miss them ! <3

My lunch is just 3 tiny bread from four leaves. .___.
Life sucks, HAHA !
That's random :/

I just finish my plagiarism quiz ! I got 88/100 ! [:
Zzz, It took me so long .__.
I'm like half watching TV, half doing the quiz.

I think I'm just typing random stuff. -___-
I need to get a laptop case ! I don't want to bring that bag anymore. HAHA !

I can't imagine, I just talked to my aunt on the phone for more than 5 mins. -___-
She's asking about poly life and how many times must I tell her that I'm in NP ?!

Bye bye! [:

First Day ! First Day ! First Day !

2011-04-25T20:48:00.002+08:00

First day for lessons !
Tutorial , Workshop and Lecture.
6 hours of studies after so long. :/

I feel stress already, wth.
I should kill myself. HAHA !

I need to adapt to this life !
3 more years ! .___.

The laptop is so so so heavy :/
Today like never really use it. Wth.

The Microsoft Excel Textbook is so so so thick and it's heavy !
It's like the same weight as my laptop. Wth.
I need to bring both tomorrow someone. :/

Ohya, the plagiarism quiz is out ! Finally !
I shall do it tomorrow, I'm just so tired. :/
Need to get to school earlier ! I don't want to be late again!
HAHAHA !

I don't think I'm making sense here.
Whatever, I'm sleepy and tired. Boo !

It's Friday !

2011-04-22T15:17:00.003+08:00

Stuck at home. ):
I'm so bored. ):

Lesson is stating next Monday !
Can I survive it ? .__.
I need to print notes for lessons. Fml.

No mood to post.

Day 4

2011-04-21T20:45:00.003+08:00

Sort of the 4th day of Orientation. Okay, it's not. .___.
Wake up around 8.45 ! :D
Quite long never wake up so late already. Okay, it's just like 3 days o_o
I'm making a big fuss .___.

Meet Chloe at Bukit Panjang for breakfast. [:
Had KFC Blueberry Pancakes & Egg Meal ! :D
It's not bad. HAHA

Took 75 to school. Saw Xuanen & Nathanael. [:
Okay, I think Nathanael is in the same class as me. HAHA
We're late by a little bit. x:
The advisor , Mr Tan. He just repeat whatever that's presented yesterday. :/
It's quite boring. Mr Tan's phone number is like super easy to remember. HAHA
The lesson/talk/whatever shit it is ended around 11.45
However, Chloe's class haven end. Then, went to Makan Place with Nathanel and Chao Wen. They want to eat but I don't. However, I still went with them while waiting for Chloe. HAHA
After awhile, Chloe's class ended already. And she don't know how to get to Makan Place.
Then, I need to find her. ._.
Went off after awhile, didn't say bye to Nathanael x:

The bus 61 takes damn long. .__.
Went to Bukit View Secondary to collect my NYAA BRONZE.
Wth, the SILVER is not ready. :/
Went to catch Arthur with Chloe. [:
It's okay, the ending is weird :/

Okay, tomorrow no school! :D
It's GOOD FRIDAY ! How good can it get? HAHA
I want to go shopping ! HOHOHOHO !
I think it's a need. .__.

Bye, off to watch tv .
Should I go jogging tomorrow ? Almost a week didn't jog already.

Something random, it's cute ! :D

Day 3

2011-04-20T21:33:00.002+08:00

IT'S THE LAST DAY OF ORIENTATION WITH THE SCs! D:
THERE'S PERFORMANCES & AWARD CEREMONY ! :D

The last day of orientation with the SCs ; Grace, Jia Qi & Kelvin(not sure spell like that or what)
Need to go to school by 7.15 AM to practice the cheer ! O:
It's so early, I'm so sleepy in the morning! I closed my eyes while brushing my teeth. .__.
I reached around 7.05 AM. Jayne had already reached. x:

We waited till like 7.45 AM. Then someone from Humanities school chase us away. :/
We didn't see anyone from ROCK N ROLL. Only from group 6.
Just realised that my orientation group got alot of humans living in CHOA CHU KANG !
CHOA CHUA KANG ROCKS ! \m/ (i'm crazy, ignore me.)

I think around 8AM , Grace came and we went to the Track Field.
Only did a few cheers then off to Convention Centre.
Played games. My leg hurts !!! ASDFGHJKL! Nevermind, it's just a game. -___-
Puay Hong hit till so hard. First 2 days, he never even touch me. ==
Now, he hit me so hard. Is he trying to pay back for not hitting me on the first 2 days ?
By the way, Puay Hong and Michael like to talk cock. -___- And maybe Jun Kang.
They want humans to join their talk cock club or whatever. == (that's totally random x: )

After playing some games, off to watch the performances and etc.
Some is really nice, some is just plain boring. HAHA !
ROCK N ROLL WIN THE MOST UNITED AWARD ! SERIOUSLY?!
MUAHAHAHA ! Whatever, [:

Then, LUNCH TIME ! It's like buffet or something . But the food can't make us full.
It's just finger food. == My throat hurts can't eat that much :/
Listen to some talks. It's about IS, Library, S&W & etc.
God, it's boring especially the Library one. :/

Off to LT 45 or something for the Business Studies talk.
Wth, it's so so so so so so boring. ]:
Some parts are funny, some can just put you to sleep. o__o
There's DONUTS AFTERWARDS !!! :D

Checked my class & etc.
No one in the same class as me dude ! What's the orientation for ? ._.
Tomorrow school start at 11AM !!! Yeah man ! :D :D :D :D
I can sleep in ~ Woo.

Took 61 to Bukit Batok; near Bukit View there there. -___-
Ask my father to fetch me home afterwards. How lazy can I get? Very.

Bye , shall do something. Actually, I don't know what I want to do. :/

Day 2.

2011-04-19T21:48:00.002+08:00

BAOW/BAOC GAMES DAY !

IT'S GAMES DAY ! SO EXCITING ! O:
I'm not interested x:
It's kinda boring :/

Went all the way to the track and suntan. What the hell is that ?!
Went to different stations to play. Got photo hunt, suck balls ( suck ping pong balls with straw ) & etc.
It's so so so so so dumb x:
Some is fun but the weather is so so so so hot that it can kill me.

Well, someone injured himself during one of the games. Poor guy, I feel sad for me. ):
Safety is important! (wth is wrong with me ? I just know how to say .__. slap myself )

I'm so sick ]:
My throat hurts and I don't feel like going to the orientation !
Tomorrow is the cheer competition and etc.
Well, it's like abit boring but I shall just survive it and go. ==

I'm so sleepy, I shall go sleep .
Yawns. And tomorrow need to go to school at like 7.15 AM !!!

Day 1.

2011-04-18T21:14:00.002+08:00

First day orientation. It's Monday ! ):
How great ? It rained, bloody hell.
I thought that I'm going to die and be late.
Thanks Chloe & Chloe's Dad ! [:
Send me to school. So, I'm not that wet and late. HAHA

I want this ring. [:

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ROCK N ROLL GROUP 6 !
Need to wear a DARK GREEN shirt ! Wth, it's like super hard to find something green or a nice green shirt. :/
Orientation is boring, keep on cheering, walking around the campus, play those stupid games and etc :x
Well, I made a few friends. [:

I hate forfeits . I think it's my first time doing forfeits alone. LOL!
The throat infection or something haven recover. Now, I got sore throat. Fml.

Tomorrow is games day ?
I'm not really looking forward to it. x:
My legs hurt for don't know what reasons.

I think I should sleep early, I'm really sleepy. Yawns.
Should I ask my father to drive me to school but I need to leave at 6.30 or something.
Well, I'll have breakfast outside and I'll reach school earlier (?)

Bye, off to watch TV.

1 more day.

2011-04-17T15:29:00.004+08:00

Actually, there's less than 24 hours to school. ( around 16.5 hours ? ) Fml.
Somehow, I'm not really looking forward to school. :/
Okay, it's only orientation. I don't want to be lonely.
I'm scared. ):

I don't want to be that old man. .____.

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Nothing to do at home. :/
Never go grandparents' house :x
I'm too lazy and only my mummy is going.
I can only play with my cute cute cousin.

She's meiting, my cute cousin! <3

I feel like going to Lot1 -___-
I just don't want to stay at home but the weather is so hot ):
what should I wear tomorrow ? .__.
Suppose to wear a DARK GREEN shirt but I don't have.
And I dislike green , why must my group be green ? .___.

Zzzz, should I go Lot 1 alone ?

Bye bye, off to do some random bullshit.

2 more days.

2011-04-16T09:39:00.003+08:00

I'm sick ):
Fever on Thursday night after I got back from shopping -___-
Went to causeway and there's nothing ! Had lunch then off to AMK hub.
I bought a bag. That's all. -___-
I can't find a green shirt. Stupid green shirt. Pissing me off. ASDFGHJK!
I'm so cold that night. I didn't on the air conditioner and I thought that my sister on it on purpose. I'm that that that cold. :/

The next day, which is Friday !
Went to see doctor early in the morning. Throat infection or something :/
Gave me a lot of medicine. D:
I hate antibiotic .

Slacking the whole day, I guess :/

Today is Saturday !
I want to go out, :D
I want to buy a pair of shoes and green shirt. :D
But I don't know I can go out anot. :/

Stupid timetable, keep on changing.
I got school on Friday, it start at 1pm !

Monday start @ 9AM and end @ 4PM
Tuesday start @ 9AM and end @ 1PM
Wednesday start @ 9AM and end @ 3PM ( with 2 hours break from 11AM - 1PM)
Thursday start @ 9AM and end @ 4PM
Friday start @ 1PM and end @ 5PM

I hate peak hours , I can't go to school fast and I can't go home early >;[
Should I sign up for the NP scholarship ?

Bye bye, off to watch some videos. (:

4 more days.

2011-04-14T11:00:00.003+08:00

It's Thursday ! :D
Going out with my mother later. I think we're going to the Bank first then go somewhere.
I think every Thursday become the day I go shopping with mummy. HAHA
That's good, I don't need to use my money :p

Last Friday ( I think ), I baked ! :D
Chocolate chip cookies, it's sort of successful. HAHA !
I don't really know how to use the oven :/
And no one want to eat my cookies ):
I force my sister to bring it to school . HAHAHA !
She said that her friend's mother bake one nicer. >:[
Wth, it's my first successful cookies!!! (sort of)

I don't know when, I'm teaching my sister maths and I started drawing . HAHA!
The girl, my sister draw one. The boy is by me ! HAHA
Bored ttm. :X

This weird looking girl with big eyes and nose is my sister's masterpiece !
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !

Bye Bye, going out soon.
I need to change. (:

There's only like 5 more days !

2011-04-13T18:53:00.003+08:00

Today is Wednesday ! Tomorrow is Thursday ! The day after tomorrow is Friday !
I'm bored . :/
I think I'm going out tomorrow with my mother.
She said that it's thursday again, where are we going ? HAHA
I seriously got no idea, I just want to buy a bag, laptop case and shoes. Maybe a pair of shorts or something. Where can I go ?

This is my timetable ! There's no school on Friday, I guess. YAY?!
I just hate the 2 hours break on Wednesday :/

I just cut my hair just now. It looks the same, maybe just shorter. HAHA
The auntie is talking to me about school and etc.
My mother thought that I'm lost or something -___-
Called me but my phone is on silent :x
Bought fruit juice to drink ! :D
I think I saw meiling but I'm not so sure. HAHA
Whatever .

Bye, I shall do something useful. -_-
I think I'm just going to wait for my sister to come home and eat dinner.

5 more days .

2011-04-13T12:42:00.006+08:00

So fast, there's only 5 more days to my new school.
That other day, (I forgot when ) chloe baked muffins and she gave it to me ! :D
It's nice but my first bite is damn salty :/
She didn't mix it well, i guess. Haha.
I still love it ! <3

I'm bored at home ):
And I just realise that I don't have a single lesson with Chloe ):
I'm so sad, I hope I know someone in that class.
Or I'll be a lonely... And there's like 2 hours break on thursday. Hell. :/
If I don't make friends with anyone, I'll be so so so lonely and it's going to be awkward.
Argh, FML !

I think I'm going to cut my hair later.
Should i change my hairstyle ? Or should i just keep it the same ?
If the new hairstyle looks weird then my life is O-V-E-R !!! MUAHAHAHAHA !

Bye, off to watch TV. No lunch for me. D:

6 more days .

2011-04-12T16:11:00.002+08:00

Hello.
I've been ignoring my blog for like years, months and days. Sorry, blog. ):

I think that I'm just getting lazier . Oops.
The holiday that lasted for like 4 months ?
It's really getting me lazier.
Things I've done ---> eating, sleeping, surfing the net, watching tv, jogging early in the morning, shopping (?) , scolding my brother (oops, I'm actually very good ! :D ), teaching my siblings maths (which can totally kill me !!! Why must ask stupid Qn like what is gradient ? How I answer that? explain to you already, your face is like 0__0??? ), slacking, stone-ing , sometimes I'll sweep the floor and etc.

School is starting real soon. I feel awkward. :/
I don't know what to wear on the first day. -__-
I don't like orientation ! I hate to introduce myself.(Hello, I'm huijuan. (: I'm from BVSS !)
I don't like to talk to a group of humans ! I'm shy. -____-
I don't like presentation ! (why the hell did I choose poly?!)
I want and don't want to make new friends. I don't know what to say to them.

Life sucks. I should just get used to this.
I hoe I won't get lost in NP ! HAHA !
I hope I won't faint on the first day of school. X:
I hope that life gets better.

2011-03-31T21:11:00.002+08:00

Hello. I'm like so bored now.
Tho I'm watching tv. -___-

Going to NP tomorrow to collect the headphones and something else.
Then need to go to BVSS to collect some cheque. :\
I don't even know why I got that. -___-
HAHAHAHAHAHA

I'm so lazy ~~~
BOOOOOOOOO ~~

My father said that I'm FAT!
FML! FML! I NEED TO GO ON DIET!!!

BYE, OFF TO WATCH TV! ^^
ohya, tomorrow is 1st April! Be careful. HAHA

2011-03-27T18:08:00.002+08:00

HELLLO ! :D

I got no idea what I'm doing in front of the computer. ;x
Argh, I'm bored like every single day ~ ):
There's nothing I can do ):

I should have find a job man. But too late already.
Then, I'll have income and something to do. HAHA

MY LIFE IS BORING ! D:
I WANT TO KILL MYSELF. RAWR

The whole holiday I just,

sleep
eat
watch TV
surf the net
go out on weekends
jogging early in the morning
go to hospital for check up
stay in the hospital once
stone-ing
doing nothing

School is starting soon ~
18 April ! Hell, going to school myself ):
And how should I get to school ?

MRT then Bus ?
LRT then Bus ?
Bus then Bus ?
Fly There ?

Hell ~ WHY MY FATHER DON'T WANT DRIVE ME THERE ?!?!?!

Only only U U U ~

2011-02-15T10:09:00.004+08:00

Hello~ ! :D

I'm so bored that i decided to blog.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ~

I CAN'T WAIT FOR 18/02 !!!
ONLY ONLY U U U ~~

Bye Bye ~ :D

2010-11-19T22:07:00.006+08:00

Booooo ~

Os ended like 4 days ago.
It seems like weeks. -.-"

I'm so bored now.
3 days straight of shopping for prom give me blisters :/
I need to get more $$

Os ended so fast :/
I'm still panicing for Os and it ended already.
4 years in bukit view secondary school just ended like that.
It means no school, no studies, no more talking in class and many other crap.
Well, 4 years. There's ups and downs.

Sec 1 life is so carefree. I just know how to eat, sleep and play.
No worries at all.
First day of school, it's like crap.
I don't talk to people i don't really know.
So, it's like ... ... ...
I'm like some anti-social freak. (maybe I am )
At least, i made some friends ! HAHA~ !
I never never never regret knowing them! :D

Sec 2 , life is still carefree ~
One major thing that happend should be the change in my CCA.
Introduced to NCDCC and I have no friends. :/ ( i'm anti-social)
I really hate NCDCC alot, cause of the uniform and my stupid seniors :X
The uniform made me look like a plumber /man.
And i realise that I'm the only girl in NCDCC O:
I feel weak and lousy in that CCA! :/
I'm gald that i have seniors that understand how i feel.
Like ; wendy, eunice, fatin, jiayi, choonhui and etc.
We complain about anything and everything.

Until sec 3 , things started to change.
I realise the new faces in my class.
Fear that I can't get along with my classmates and have no friends.
Revathi is friendly, i get to know her cause her index number is before mine.
During lab session, we talk and assembly we talk and etc. HAHA~
After months, i get to know my classmates and etc.
Many say that i look fierce. -.-"
True true BUT i'm still friendly ! (don't be scare ~ )
Don't judge a book by it's cover !!!

Another thing that happened is my SNCO [:
That's one of my best days . HAHA~
Though, my seniors scare me and say you will suffer like crap and etc.
Made me scare to even hear "HTC" & "SNCO TRAINING"
It sends shiver down my spine ~
I didn't complete my first day of the SNCO. :/
I went for the second one, I got to know my friends and learn about the leadership! :D
I enjoyed it and i treasure it and i actually thought that i can make my cca better.
But without the efforts of others, it's near impossible.
I wanted so badly to be in another school. Their unit is bonded and they work together to improve their unit. I'm jealous.
I feel sad and i wanted to tell someone but no one can really understand that feeling. :/
I hope that my seniors didn't step down so soon ! I can at least complain to them.
MUAHAHAHAHAHA~ ! It's a lame year ! -.-"
The year ended real fast ~

Then secondary 4 ! O:
It's O LEVEL YEAR !!!
Everything in school is about Os !
NO one really care at first.
Until, there's less than 1oo days ! O:
This year, time travel @ the speed of 123456789123456789 km/s !!!
How can that happen ?
I have just got to know my classmates better and it's ending already.
I wish that time will stop .

Many unhappy things happened~
Blah blah
At least, i got those friends that support me ! [:
I love them ! <3

4 Years in bukit view just ended like that ? :/
I hope that it will last longer ~
I miss my class, my school and everything else.

2010-09-03T14:06:00.002+08:00

Hellos [:
My blog is going so dead.
i'm letting it die [:

No school today but one day nearer to O .
I don't feel like studying.
I want to watch TV but my mother watching some stupid show.

I need to do something about it !
Should i just snatch the TV from her ?

Hell, one week holiday.
It's like study, study & study.
Help, my biology can't make it!
I'm so going to die. ):

i'm really bored now !
I got no mood to do my physics notes.
I don't feel like doing anything but watch TV. -.-

08.09.2010 : Junior's UDI POC ?
Should i go ? I want to go but i dont want to go. LOL!
i'm not making sense.
Maybe, i should just stay at home and study like some nerd.

2010-06-24T15:29:00.002+08:00

HOLIDAY IS BORING ~ ~ ~ ! ):

First week :
Monday to Friday : School .
Just like normal days. -__-"

Second week :
Monday to Thursday : Remedial.
Chemistry & Physics.
Friday : NCDCC CAMP.
Go there extra only.

Third week :
Monday to Thursday : Rotting at home & doing all the holidays assignment.
Friday : Went to the 9th SNCO POC.
I think that's the only highlight for the whole holiday.

And 1 year ago, I'm taking my certificate & became a SNCO.
Thinking about SNCO made me laugh & cry. -__-"
I can't do my MOI cause CD NOT WORKING ~! Hell, I thought I'll fail MOI.
Foot Drill, another killer ! :O
I don't think i should get silver at all :X
I hate marching around HTA :X
At least i get to know some buddies ! :D

I don't think I'm a good SNCO.
A lot of things happen in that short/long 1 year.
A lot of unhappy things, mostly about this CCA.
I once thought, why should i put in effort when others don't even care & when i put in effort, they claim the credits. There's no point.
I tried to ignore it but i can't. My temper is just ... (My juniors think that i like to CRY ! >:[ )
I may not be a good senior but i tried.
I thought of loving the CCA but the things that happened made me dislike it.
Maybe i should just forget about it, since I step down already.
However, I'm once in this CCA. Somehow, i have feelings towards it.
I don't love this CCA but I don't hate it as well. The feeling is just mix.

Fourth week:
Monday - Thursday : Rotting at home !!!
I didn't go out at allllllllllllllllllll ~ !
I want to cry already. LOL!

School is going to reopen when it's never closed !!!

2010-05-22T17:29:00.003+08:00

# 79

Hellos (:

SLZX IS IN SINGAPORE !!! :D
TOMORROW I'M GOING TO SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HIM ! :D
I LOVE SLZX !!! <3

SADLY, Today i can't ):
I don't have ticket !!! ):
NO $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ !!! ):

Nevermind, at least i get to see him tomorrow !!!
HELP~! I CAN'T WAIT ):

2010-05-15T10:31:00.002+08:00

# 78

MYE ENDED ! :D
Yesterday, HAD A GREAT TIME WITH MY GIRLS & CLASS! <3
Class outing to Marina Barrage ! <3

The weather is hot ! -__-"
Fly kite for a tiny lil while. HAHA!
Too tired to run~ ! -__-"
Didn't play with water, just stone-ing & anyhow taking pictures ! :O

Some part of that outing , kinda make my mood suck.
But, okay after awhile. HAHA!

After Barrage, went to Orchard with Uma, Bridget, Revathi & Yinghui. [:
Had a great time laughing !!! Didn't laugh that much for don't know how long. -_-"
It's fun fun fun , hanging out with them !!!
The KFC at far east is filled with our laughter. :X
I'll remember this like forever ! :D

2 weeks to CHINESE O LEVEL ;O

2010-04-16T14:12:00.004+08:00

# 77

Yesterday, simply sucks.
Life sucks, fuck off bloody fucker.
I'm super moody ~ ! I feel like shouting and kick some ass/dick.
Rawr.

Yesterday can't focus for my SPA due to something.
Just forcing a smile. Wth, this sucks.

Yesterday, i finally understood what is 好心没好报
Thinking about it just boils my blood.

R just ask if she should show some concern to J. I think there's no need.
Cause we also don't know the reason. I don't want R to embarrass herself.
Just trying to show some concern to J & got scolded by B. wtf ?
Explained to B, B didn't even say SORRY.
What the hell, seriously 好心没好报

Who will be in the right mind to talk/see someone that just scolded you for nothing ?
That person is just not me. I'm already fucking pissed off already.
What B want from me ?
Showing concern to J & get scolded & the worst thing is B didn't apologize. wtf ?

Didn't pass tell B that there's no worksheet for B.
I know I'm wrong for that but is there a fucking need to scold all the fucking vulgar out ?
I know, B didn't say my name but i know B mean me.
Tell NHS about that bloody woman. Don't tell me B is not talking about me.
Is there a need for B to scold all the vulgar ?
Just never tell B only, not like i burn all the paper and B don't have.
Seriously, classmate for like near 4 years.
Should know my temper by now. Fine, B also have a bad temper. so what if B is angry ?
I'm a human, i got feelings & emotions as well. I can get angry as well, not only B.
B thinking shouting across the class very man ?
I know B want to let me hear every single thing.
I heard it, what B want me to do ?
If i can't control, i will take a table/chair and threw it at B.
B making that bloody sound is not enough, B still want NHS to join.
Fine, ask! NHS join, i will just need to throw 2 tables/chairs only.
I know B hate me, so what ?

I HATE B TOO !
I DON'T NEED B TO LIKE ME AS A CLASSMATE/FRIEND/CCA MATE.
I DON'T NEED THAT, HATE ALL YOU WANT.
There's nothing i can do. B want slap me, go ahead. Just see what will happen.

Seriously, is there a bloody need to shout all the vulgar ?
IS THERE? TELL ME! IS THERE A BLOODY NEED TO SHOUT ALL THE VULGAR ???
JUST NOT TELLING B THAT B DON'T HAVE THE WORKSHEET.
HELL, I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG.

LIFE SUCKS ! Part and parcel of my life ?
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Today ; X-country.

It's a failure !
Today sucks as well.
First thing in the morning see someone i don't feel like seeing.
Never mind, don't care that .
Went to MacRitchie and went back to school.
EL & MATHS lessons. Seriously, don't feel like being in that classroom.
After school, wanted to watch MONGA! BUT didn't.
Went to pizza hut with Venus (:
My mood didn't seem to change.
Hell, when will this be gone ? o__o"
Now, using computer & not doing tuition work & homework.

I hope this post is not disturbing to anyone.
It's for myself, you can choose not to read.
No one is forcing you.

I guess , i wouldn't use the computer till something serious happen.
HAHA! TIME TO STUDY FOR O LEVEL ! :D

2010-03-30T20:16:00.002+08:00

# 76

Hellos (:
my blog is going to be dead ! [:
Or, i should just kill it ?

Speech Day is coming !
Means I'm stepping down.
Don't know if i should feel happy or sad.

Stepping down means, more time ?
Don't need to get angry over little things.
Don't need to prepare my uniform .
Don't need to polish my boots.
Don't need to ... ?

I'll miss my juniors.
I'll be bored on Wednesday. ( i should be studying )
I'll change my temper.
I'll not have mood swing on Wednesday.
I will not scold people.

Boohoo!
Tomorrow, thursday, next monday & wednesday .
Should be having speech day training.
Then, friday speech day !
Then, my NCDCC life will just end

2010-03-19T11:56:00.001+08:00

# 75

Dead,
I haven prepare my uniform.
I haven polish my boots.
I haven do anything single holiday assignment for today !
I haven pack my bag for tomorrow Camp.

I feel like banging the wall !
I still got half of biology , EL TYS , History & Social Studies ~!
How can i finish it within such a short short time ):
Can anyone help me ?

2010-03-18T19:52:00.002+08:00

# 74

Tomorrow ; Shazni, Afiq, Fowziya & Sailesh .
They are going to be officially SNCOs ! (:
I'm so proud of them ! :D

Why must i wear full uniform tomorrow ? .__."
Boohoo! ):
Nevermind, i will wear it for the sake of their badges & ranks ?
HAHA! I still need to polish my boots ! :O

Bye bye, my sister wants to use the computer !

2010-03-18T15:02:00.002+08:00

# 73

Hellos (:
March holidays sucks ):
Only friday don't need to go school.
What the hell !

Today is the start of my holidays & it's ending soon.
My poor juniors , also no holidays.
But they get to learn something useful, i guess (:
Help~! I need to chiong all my holidays assignment + tuition work !!!

Help~! Saturday & Sunday ; ATC.
Help~! I'm going to be dead ~!

Bye bye!

broke, no $$ .
Spend all on SLZX's album.
I kept on thinking about that album that i didn't get.
But it's gone forever, what can i do ?

2010-03-04T09:33:00.002+08:00

Hellos (:

Today, no school (:
But got ace-learning !
Later going for cheer !

Monday, Tuesday & Wednesday ; Adam Khoo Workshop (:
It's great ! It's inspiring ! It's sad !
Hell, cried more than 1L of tears out ?
Damn, so emotional .__."
At least, i learn something & I'm guilty for everything I've done.
I don't know what to say, just felt sorry that I was unreasonable when my parents scolded me.
I didn't takecare of my siblings & many more.
Just felt sorry but i still don't dare to tell my parents :X

I love my parents ! <3

I must get less than 10 points for my O levels !!!
Bye bye, off to ace-learning (:

2010-01-23T13:35:00.003+08:00

# 7o

Hellos (:
super long never post & very long never use computer.
LOLOL!

Sec 4 life sucks.
Must buck up for my studies !

Nothing much to post. LOL!
There's some CCA thingy.
Adventure finale on 6th Feb 2o1o.
Seriously, i don't feel like going.
Nevermind, shall look at the bright bright side. (:
I get to see my SNCOs friends :D

[edited]
I WANT SLZX'S ALBUM BADLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~ !
I'M SUPER SAD! ): I DIDN'T BOUGHT ENOUGH MONEY TO BUY.
THEN, NOW OUT OF STOCKS !!!

VENUS LEE YAN ! SO UNFAIR, SHE BOUGHT IT ):
BOOHOOO! I WANT BANG WALL~ !
I WANT IT SUPER SUPER SUPER BADLY~~~~!

SLZX IS NOT UGLY, WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM PEOPLE ?
BTW SLZX DON'T LOOK LIKE ANGTECKWEE.
IT'S AN INSULT TO SLZX.
ANGTECKWEE! I KNOW YOU'RE HAPPY.
BUT SERIOUSLY, YOU DON'T LOOK LIKE HIM.
DON'T EVER DREAM ABOUT IT. I'M SORRY IF IT'S TOO HARSH.
BUT SLZX IS MUCH BETTER THAT ANGTECKWEE.

i got super emotion after that.
I'm sorry but i don't like it when people say that.
maybe, i shouldn't even be sorry.
i don't know what happen.
kept crying when i reach home .
[/EDITED]

Bye bye!
I need to write 8 chinese functional writing & 1 chinese compo.
Some Emaths Qns & alot of tuition work ):

2010-01-12T18:53:00.002+08:00

# 69

Hello (:
Hell, i miss my blog ?

life is so so so so boring .__."
Can feel the stress of O level.
I don't know why so many auntie think that I'm not from express! >:[
Even my aunt think that I'm not. >;[
Wth! your son smart so so so !?
So what if bukit view sec sounds lousy ?
there's still express stream !

Last Saturday ;
Mummy & daddy went out.
Leaving my brother, sister & me at home.
Never give me money for dinner as well !
Spend $4.70 for dinner only ! o__O"
The 3 of us eat so little !!!

Spend the whole day watching Tv & studying chemistry.
So bored, nothing to do at home.

Last Sunday ;
Yoga, lunched, alter my uniform & daddy's office.
Studied the whole day while mummy go for facial.
Then dinner with Aunt. (:
Home Sweet Home after that :D

I'm so bored, i got nothing to post. ):
Bye bye.
should i get a chem/phy tutor or El ?
I don't want fail EL ! ><"

2010-01-09T15:09:00.002+08:00

# 68

First post of 2o1o. .__."
First week of school just ended !

Thursday is CCA awareness day. (:
Some classes so so so enthu, some so dead.
I was super pissed off by those stupid asshole .
They just sucks balls ! >;[
Hate them like forever. :X

1e3`1o just sucks. 'Cause they are anti-UG.
I don't even welcome you. BOO!
Shoo! Go away ~ !

Kinda fun, 'cause force a lot of people to sign up.
Hope they put as first choice ! Else, I go haunted them !

Yesterday, went to NP (:
It's too big !
Walk from here here here to there there there, very tiring !
But it's fun (:

Bye bye, I'm off to do homework & study chemistry.
I shall just let my blog rot & focus on my studies.

2009-12-28T15:13:00.006+08:00

# 67

Hellos (:

Went to collect books from choonhui. LOL!
She gave me alot ? So heavy, can die :O

Went to lot 1 for lunch with my sister.
Had KFC Zinger, Oh my! Guilty. ):

My sister is angry !
'Cause she can't go for her class outing.
Then she's angry & don't want talk to me.
BOOHOO! ):
She so so so so so so so scary. ):

I'm so bored, wanted to do my work but i ended using the comp. :X
Guilty ! how to go out with meiling if I'm still slacking :O!

[Edited]

EL TYS June 2oo1 ( Compo, functional , ~~Comprehension & summary~~ )
EL TYS june 2oo2 ( Compo, functional , ~~Comprehension & summary~~ )
EL TYS June 2oo5 ( Compo, functional , ~~Comprehension & summary~~ )
~~EL wordcraft~~
~~2 E. maths EOY papers~~
~~A maths TYS book~~ ( A lot of QUESTIONS!!! )
~~Chemistry Set A, B & C~~
~~Biology Theory Workbook~~, TYS & ~~worksheets~~
~~Physics Worksheets~~ & Project
~~Chinese S4 workbook~~ ( 6 units )
~~5 Chinese compo~~ ( 1 H1N1 functional don't know how to do )
~~A lot of Chinese MCQ~~
~~A lot of Chinese Comprehension~~
~~History Worksheet~~
Social Studies Worksheet

[/Edited]

2009-12-27T20:05:00.002+08:00

# 66

Hellos (:

Nothing mush happened today.
Went for Yoga, went to market & daddy's office.
Then home sweet home.

So boring ):
spend the rest of the time at home.
watch TV & did tuition work.
Didn't finish E maths cause I'm stuck.
but walk out of my room, i know how to do already. o__o"
I'm lazy to go back and do :X

I can't post a single photo ! >:[

2009-12-26T13:49:00.002+08:00

# 65

Hello.

What's wrong with blogger ?
it takes forever to upload photos.
And photobucket don't let me upload pictures. ):

I got nothing to do.

Yesterday ; First day of X'mas (:
nothing special, it didn't snow or anything.
Didn't go for jogging, daddy never wake me up !
Breakfast-ed & TV & went out for lunch.
Went to Expo to walk walk .
Nothing much. ):
Boring ):

Then saw Jasmine , Jolene & my sis's friend luyao ?
Home sweet home after that.

Damn it, i'm so bored. ):
I got nothing to do except many maths tuition work & holiday assignment.
Don't feel like writing compos ):
I don't know how to do SS ! ):

Boredddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd~ ):
Bye bye !

2009-12-16T14:26:00.002+08:00

# 64

Hellos (:
Stupid blogger! Don't let me post pictures.
Stupid photobucket ! Don't let me upload my pictures.
Help~!

Is there any other way ?
I'm so bored ):

I shall do my homework ?
My poor lil sister is sick ):

Hope that she get well soon. (:

Bye bye!
I'll try to post the pictures ASAP !

2009-12-15T14:39:00.003+08:00

# 63

Hellos (:
I'm back from Korea ! :D
In fact, it's many days ago. :X
Didn't have the chance to use the computer ):

Day 1 ; 4th Dec.
Plane to Seoul. It's counted as 1 day >;[

Day 2 ; 5th Dec
Reached Seoul @ 4/5 am.
I don't remember the time :X
Breakfast, had Udon , ham, egg & bread.
It's cold, the wind is so strong that i can fly away.
My sister kept on calling my brother CHICKEN! 'Cause his coat is yellow.

Went for 温泉, so early.
you need to go naked :O
I don't dare, HAHAHAHAHA!
I went there to sleep~

Went to 大长今 theme park ?
It's just for you to take photos .
Oh ya, i bang my head somewhere.
So pain ! ):

Lunch , had ginseng chicken + abalone.
It's okay.

went to some street to walk walk , the things are nice but all winter clothing.
It's freezing ! Bought a cup of coffee to drink (:

Fly to Jeju Island & dinner & hotel (:

Day 3 ; 6th Dec.
Breakfast ; abalone porridge + cold cold egg + a bun.

Went to see some rocks. it's windyyyyyyyyy~

Went to another place like mountain.
It's cold & windy.
the wind is super strong that i can fly away o__o"
I didn't went to the top, it's too cold & I'm weak & old.

The next is Submarine tour !
Nothing much, only fishes & corals.
I can't take photo of them !

Stop at some place to see the yellow flowers !
It's nice (:

Tangerine Farm,
go pluck a few to eat. :X
the tour guide said that we can pluck 2 but we pluck more than that. HAHA!

Lunch, had BBQ pork ?
It's nice :D

Horse riding next ! I'm so scare of the horse.
I scare it will kick my ass. o__o"
But i still ride on it. Damn, my hands hurt after that 'cause i hold it till very very tight.
Scare I'll drop off ! LOL!

Went to Seongsan Sunrise Peak.
Nothing much, the scenery is nice . (:

Teddy bear museum is NICE! :D
So many cute bears but some not very nice. LOL!

Mysterious Road, when the car engine is off the car will go uphill.
But actually, it's not a uphill. it's down hill.
Okay, it's cool but only for a short distance only.

Dinner, the food is okay. But we are rushing for the NANTA show.
It's damn nice ! My father threw the ticket away ):

Back to hotel to sleep (:

Day 4 ; 7th Dec.
Flight to Incheon

Play in Everland theme park for almost the whole day (:
Nice nice! (:

Dinner is BBQ pork (:

Day 5 ; 8th Dec.
Went to Sorak National Park, Nothng much.
Climb up there and took photo & down .
Went for lunch, Pork steamboat .
It snow while having lunch (:
It's cold.

Skiing is next at Phoenix Park Ski Resort ! :D
It's fun but the shoe is like damn heavy.
I fell down twice & no one save me ):
Both my brother & sister fell, i got save them !!!
Played with snow ! (:

Pork Steamboat for dinner at the same place for lunch.
It's all pork, no chicken no beef ):

Day 6 ; 9th Dec
Went for swimming after breakfast ! (:
It's fun & cold! A lot of thingy are closed !
'Cause it's too cold & the water had frozen !

Took cable car to the top of the mountain.
took photos then go back alrdy.

Steamboat for lunch + Stonepot rice. (:
It's okay (:

Lotte world after that, it's another theme park.
I wasn't interested. LOL!
Daddy's camera spoil !!!

Day 7 ; 1oth Dec.
Made Kimchi & wear Korean traditional costume & took photos.

Went to see the president house, a lot of cops & body guard.
Anyhow beep beep me ! >;[

Then off to the place that sell ginseng, bought nothing.
'Cause we don't eat.

When to someplace that sell Purple gems.
Daddy bought mummy a necklace & ring.
Spend a bomb !

When to thefaceshop.
So many people, bought nail polish & etc.

steamboat for lunch.
We were late & there's no space for us ):

Dongdaemum to shop shop (:
3 buildings & we went all ! :D
I bought 5 shirt! :D
Wanted to buy the super cute keychains!
The stupid woman don't want sell me ! She ignored me . wth.
She sucks ): I wanted to buy more than 1o !!!

Mushroom steamboat dinner then hotel.

Day 8 ; 11th Dec
Gyeongbok Palace, didn't get to go yesterday cause it's close.
Nothing much, took photos & etc.

Went to some place to buy seaweeds & etc.
Bought a whole box back ><"

Then off to airport & bye bye korea.
reached home around 1o +

Pictures will be posted laterrrrrrr. ><"

2009-12-04T14:15:00.002+08:00

# 62

Don't know how many years never post already.
I'm so bored & pissed off by my dumb dumb brother.
Dumb dumb brother = dumb dumb ASS ! >:[

Should be going to Korea happily but he ruined it !
I don't want to sit beside him in the flight !

Spend the whole time, packing my bag yesterday.
Wow, i bring a lot of things ?
Later, i can't go shopping ! Help~!

I'm going to fly in i-dont-know-how-many-hours .
I don't know if I'm excited. o__o"
I'm scare that it will be super duper cold till i drop my nose or ears. LOL!

I'm bored, waiting for time to pass,
LALALALALALA~

School Open house like shit man.
I was the only one in full uniform.
What the hell, it's like so...
Talking about CCA makes me pissed off most of the time. ><"

2o12 is nice (:
But I'm freezing !

I haven yet to finish all the holidays assignment !
Left with EL Compo & Social studies ! ):
Anyone want to help me ? o__o"

Bye bye, i shall go bath now .

2009-11-26T17:42:00.003+08:00

# 61

Hellos (:
Yay-ness ! :D
I'm finally posting ! xD

Went out with meiling on tuesday.
Walk around Vivo city & I bot a hairband & shades.
Walk walk walk , my legs hurts ):
I wish i have more $$ :D
Nothing much to post.
I remember something, Meiling's slipper broke while walking down the stairs.
It's embarrassing ! I think she just want to wear her new converse.
That's why she broke it at the wrong wrong time.

I'm so bored at home.
I can't go out ! ):
I keep on doing holidays assignment only.
Okay, i sound stupid & crazy.

Today is the released of PSLE results.
Wonder how well my cousin did...

Bye Bye~~~~~
I'm bored & dying ):

2009-11-17T21:32:00.002+08:00

# 6o

Hellos ! (:

Didn't use computer for days.
I'm chiong-ing my HOLIDAYS ASSIGNMENT! :O
There's so much to do but so little time! ><"

Help Help Help~!
I want to go shopping! ><"
I really want to go shopping !
I want a new bag, a new wardrobe of clothing ! :D
I want to finish doing all my homework within 2 weeks! :O

Holidays Assignments :

EL TYS June 2oo1
EL TYS june 2oo2
EL TYS June 2oo5
~~EL wordcraft~~
~~2 E. maths EOY papers~~
A maths TYS book ( A lot of QUESTIONS!!! )
Chemistry Set A, B & C
Biology Theory Workbook, TYS & worksheets
Physics Worksheets & Project
Chinese S4 workbook ( 6 units )
5 Chinese compo
A lot of Chinese MCQ
A lot of Chinese Comprehension
History Worksheet
Social Studies Worksheet

Hell manzxzxz!
So much ! :O

Bye Bye! ):
How to enjoy my holidays ?

2009-11-10T18:29:00.005+08:00

# 59

Hellos (:
Days w/o posting already. :X

Let me recall what happen...

Saturday!
NCDCC Urban Adventure Challenge. (:
Wake up around 6 +
Need to reach JE MRT by 6.45
Thought that i was late & rush there.
BUT they made me wait till 7.20!!! ):
Else i can slowly eat my breakfast. o__o"

Reach Esplanade & wait & wait.
It's so sunny. o__o"
I'm so hungry :X
I'm hyper & crazy. -__-"

Seriously, I'm not a geography student!
I don't know how to read a map. o_O'
I'm history student! (:
duh, history students don't read map.

I looked like a crazy Idiot, carrying a bagpack & slingbag.
walk from here here here to there there there.
So many stations to go, >;[
Station D is the worst, 'Cause my poor juniors were forced to climb the rock wall. ):
I feel so guilty after that ):
I'll buy them something. (:
Dzul never talk to me, he still say i never talk to him >:[

My toes got blister ! O <-- this big on the 4th toe for left & right leg. ):
I walk till i want cry & bang wall !
However, it's still FUN! :D

Went home about --:-- !
Then buy JapFood home to eat alone. ):
Eat eat eat & slack slack slack.
Bath bath bath & Tv Tv Tv
Sleep Sleep Sleep (:

Sunday!

Yoga, my toes so pain still got yoga.
But it's not as bad as i thought. HAHA!
Went to daddy's office, lunch-ed and me & daddy went to buy winter clothing! (:
I spend a lot that day, so guilty ):
Somehow cheated my daddy to buy me Mp3 :X

Went to quite a lot of places & fetch mummy, brother & sister for dinner
Then home sweet home! :D

Monday !

6th day of Foundation. (:
Nothing much.
Just Physics, EL & Chemistry !
Stay back for Chemistry Data Logger thingy. (:
Something stupid happened :X

I forgot what i did ... ;X
Home sweet home.
Do Physics & Chemistry.
Help~ I really need a physics teacher! ><"

Tuesday / Today !

7th day of foundation (:
It's going to end soon.
I think nothing went into my brain ):
Help~ i need to buck up else ...
I need to study Biology as i miss the friday lesson !
Then I'm lost in class ! :O

After school got Breaking The Barriers Thingy
Blah blah blah.
About BGR/STD/HIV/random
It's funny , don't ask me why. o__o"
Home-ed & use comp till now. :X
Transfer a lot of songs into my Mp3 ! ><"

Help~! Korea government just raised the H1N1 alarm to RED~!
HELP~! I don't want to die there. ):
I'm scare ):
I need to buy masks! :X
Okay, i'm thinking tooooo much :X

Bye Bye! (:

2009-11-06T20:52:00.001+08:00

# 58

Hellos! (:

Didn't went to school, went to HTA instead.
It's okay, I just made me don't feel like eating. -.-"
The test is rather easy.
With all the help from the Sirs.
With the cues that are HARD to understand.
Muahahaha!

Reach home quite early (:
Lunch-ed & slack till 3.
Bath & sleep till 6.
Something stupid happen :O

Yesterday,
School is okay.
Blah blah blah.
Went to clarissa's house there there there.
Me, Meiling & clarissa chat chat chat.
For around 2 hours.
We never stop o.o"
Maybe tooooooooooooo long never meet up le!
Shall go out with them so fine day (:

Byebye!
I got nothing to do ):